Calvin. No. Why can't I just forget him. I don't want to think about him at all. He hurt me in so many ways. Not even Patrick hurt me like that. I rather have Sophie beat me up again then have that feeling again. I may never know the reason he rejected me. Don't I deserve a explanation? Maybe he rejected me because I'm not fit to be a Luna. Which is true.. I haven't shift yet, my pack hates me and I'm a coward. I'm alone. No more Patrick, mum or my beloved mate. For once I realised being alone isn't a bad thing. I don't need a friend-even though it would be great to talk to Amy over the phone about now. I was fine being by myself- even if this forest is weird. I opened my eyes and stared up into the sky. The sun was setting. I couldn't see much of the beautiful orange sky but it was enough
