I pace the ground, I'm sure if I continue doing this, I would start a fire but if I sit down I would feel like I'm not doing anything. I'm not doing anything but I want to. I want to stop thinking about my brother in his possible deathbed. -don't think like that. He will be fine. He's a beta- He's my brother. I could lose him without even letting him know that I'm okay and I forgive him. You don't know how it feels to see your brother just giving up. He gave up. He lost me and my father. He...lost himself. I call Mi na to let her know what happened using the pack telephone. I told her to link with Cole to let him know. She told me that Cole just heard about it and both him and Calvin were making their way to me right now. When I heard that Calvin was coming, I nearly choked on air. I hate

