ALEXANDER
Sex with him is terrific. And so is everything else about him. This past week has been amazing. Sleeping and waking up next to Christian has this ring that feels like happiness. Something I long for so badly and now that it's within my reach I am terrified.
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“Whatever decision you make, I will respect it. " Chris mumbled as we drove home from the airport. I took his lips for a short kiss, savoring the feeling.
“ I want you, Chris,”
“ I know, but not in the way I want you," Chris argued. I opened my mouth to counter his remark, but he went on quickly,
“you are afraid of commitments, Alex, and I want commitment.”
“I am committed to you, Chris… and faithful… I don't see why we need labels to prove that.” Chris withdrew his hands and plunged them between his legs and
