The plane ride back and the weeks that followed were filled with new revelations and conflicting thoughts. The dynamic which Jessica and I forged for ourselves resulted in me taking on the dominant role, the one in charge, the one who's in control of both of pleasure. It didn't happen overnight. It never does. It's something we grew into. It's something that happened organically based on our experiences. Experiences with each other and with other people.
As time goes by, and certain situations arise, you start to suspect they're happening for a reason. Not some kind of cosmic thing. I don't really believe in that. But more in the sense that once you do something long enough, you start to see a pattern. You start to continually drift to a certain place. For Jessica, that place was one of s
