Bella POV
After Alex left, I was feeling, you know what, I have no idea what I was feeling. It was like a mixture of numbness, shock, hurt, happiness, anger. I mean we never had to stop being friends. He was the one
that wanted freedom. He just didn’t want me. He wanted me as a friend but not as a girlfriend.
The day he broke it off with me, I was heartbroken. I mean I had fallen in love with him. I thought he felt the same way and I was planning on telling him. We also had a road trip planned for the summer and that just
went out the window because he wanted to have his freedom already. It was like he had changed. Like a flip of a switch. I did not know what else to do but be a friend and be supportive while I was breaking inside. I got away from him as soon as possible and went up t
