Damien
The relief I feel just having her in my arms is just indescribable I just can't be without her, even dirty she is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I seriously hope this doesn't mar her birthdays for the rest of her life, what was supposed to be a wonderful day turned into.... a total s**t show. I'm not sure what dad has to show us and honestly, I'm not sure I am prepared to see it judging by the look on his face. I know she doesn't like me to hold her all the time but atm the seems to be ok with it, I just need her too much to let go.
Am I being selfish? I don't want to be selfish maybe i should put her down, or maybe I should just ask if I ask am I being too needy? Ugg my anxiety is going thru the roof I physically NEED to hold her. I really want to pick her back up to h
