HALLOWELL Leaving her standing there looking heartbroken was probably one of the hardest things I had ever done. But I could not treat her any other way no matter how much I wanted to. I wished she hadn't come to see me, but I didn't think she had come without a reason. She didn't seem like that kind of person. It made me wonder if something might have happened or she was worried about something? Maybe she wanted to talk to me. I can't be seen with her though. I had to keep avoiding her. Welwyn was doing a good job taking care of her. I was sure he would help her out with whatever the issue was. Even as it pained me to know she spent more time with Welwyn than with me. Sleeping with her had been a big mistake. How was I to keep my distance from her now? s*x with her had been everything

