BAILEY
I could not help but feel that I had ruined things with Hallowell. Just when he had decided to see me and talk to me, I messed things up and drove him away because I could not control my desires. As if my unusual attraction to him wasn't enough, I found out he is my mate?
I didn't know how to feel: on one hand, I was so excited because I knew he was mine, but then, did I want to belong to someone who didn't care about me? Who didn't even feel a single pull in my direction?
Does he know? Has he felt the same thing I felt? But if he knew, would he not treat me differently? Acknowledge me? What if he does not want me?
He has been cold and distant all these while, why did I think that the revelation that I was his mate would stop him? I wish I had an opportunity to talk to him ag
