Emma POV
The hot water hit my face, but it didn't do any good. I was there, under the shower, trying to get rid of all the s**t that was inside me, but it felt like it was only getting worse. My eyes burned, my throat was dry, and I felt like I was dirty, like I needed to scrub my skin off an entire layer to feel even a little clean.
I wanted to put my head underwater until I couldn't breathe anymore. I wanted to disappear. Like, what had I done? How could I be so stupid? I wanted to punch myself in the face.
"What are you? An i***t, is that it? Weak!" The words came out in bitter whispers, and I felt sick to my stomach every time the scene from last night played in my mind, like a movie I couldn't pause. My hands went up to my face, and I looked in the foggy mirror; my wet hair stuck t
