I layed down on my bed doing two thing breathing and staring at nothing in particular. I took long deep breaths as my mind raced through possibilities of how would fix my self and my life. Right now i wished i could go back in time, and never make any mistakes.My short break at work was already over, I was to return back on monday but i don't want to I wish I could undo my mistake, But if wishes were horses beggars would ride. I hate the emptiness its eating me up slowly and I was I feel these days so i made a decision enough of the sulking. I was going to start doing something. I decided to start with training, I giggled at the thought it, it has being quite a while since I went for training, then my dad had a private to coach come over to teach Ade and I. Testimony's brother was a

