She's not just a chapter in my life; she's the whole story. -Unknown. |N I C O L A S| When I arrived at the airport, my heart pounded in my chest and my steps only fastened with each passing second. I, myself, told her to leave, to never show meher face but the moment those words left my lips, I had regret them. Pushing her away was not what I wanted or needed, I wanted her close to me. I needed her to look me in the eyes and tell me that she loves me and she would not leave me, not matter how bratty I behaved. But she left. I am facing my worst fears right now, looking for her like a man man after pushing her away from me. As I approached the departure gate, my steps faltered and fear gripped my chest in its ugly claws. The sight before me made my heart thrum against my chest with a

