Blaze
At dinner, Xander gave me a bottle of something. I wasn't one hundred percent sure what it was, but he told me that it would take the pain so that I could sleep. I did not question him. I trust him enough to believe that he wouldn't poison me. I know he loves Ember to the point that she is a daughter to him. Even though he isn't of any blood relation, he has always been a father to her, a real one. Not the piece of s**t that raised her. So, I believe that anything he has given me is only to help. With the excitement of being able to see her, I quickly dressed the twins for bed and told them that tonight we would see Mommy. For when I can't see her neither can they. The hardest part was going to be getting them to sleep with their excitement. We've got to figure out why Ember cannot
