*Ember* I can't help to keep thinking of what Angie said as I am left there in the bathtub. I can't see how she could be right at all. Nothing down there has ever felt good... It has always been painful. She hasn't been wrong about things yet. What was it she said just put my hand down there and feel around? I can't believe I am thinking about this. This pain is the worse, what if it really could help? I decided to try, see what happens at least if it hurts I'm the only one doing it. I lift my hand from my side and slide it down to my private area. I keep it on the outside of my panties and I start to rub. I feel my lips, it doesn't hurt so I push a little more firmly, causing them to separate slightly. I feel a sensation on my c**t, the thing that once felt the pain of being pulled and

