Rollercoaster ride of emotions
363 Words
Following few weaks I went inside the shell. I could not focus on my studies. Though I have accepted what I saw and decided to remain calm, something was going inside my mind which I could not understand.
After few irregular visits from Ajay every week, I understood that this will go on and my mom was eased with the fact that I was not questioning his visits to out house. I could forgive my mother but I can never stand Ajay, and whenever I see him my anger knew no limit. But what can I do right, I was a mere tenager who had no rights over anything. So in order to calm my anger, I went to Mia's home whenever this man came. When I came to know that Ajay was coming, I used to go with some excuse and my mom never asked why, why would she question me I am giving her the whole house to herself so that she could carry on with her thing.
Intresting part was Ajay never visited our home when my brother was there (my elder brother "Rishi" used to live in different city for his studies and used to once every month). It was obvious that my brother's don't know a thing about my mom's affair and even if he knew he would definitely not approve. So I took that as a job not to let my brother know about this.
It was known fact that God never wanted my life to be smooth, one day my brother saw both my mother and Ajay together and thankfully they were just talking. My brother was elder than me and hence I knew instantly what was going on. Civil war started in my home and my mom was firm on her affair due to which my brother stopped caring about the household. He used to come because I was there.
My mother's this boyfriend was pretty rich enough and he was financially helping my mom too, indirectly my expenses were being taken care by him. My mom considered him as husband but he can't be my father. I wouldn't let that happen.
* To be Continued *
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