Infinity love ❤️

My heart shattered into pieces

"it is not working like this, I do not want a bossy girl in my life, I am breaking up with you"

Raj said this one simple message, but that one line made me feel as if someone threw me from the tallest building, it broke my heart. I was angry with his text and just replied "fine let's break up then". Though I said as if I was not effected but deep down I was hurt.

Next day I went to my college and my best girls understood something was wrong and asked me,

"Hey Sia what's wrong girl, why are looking so off".

I said, "Raj broke up with yesterday, saying that I'm very bossy and arrogant".

I had to controll my tears while I said this. One thing I hated was to cry that to in front of others. But the fact that a guy made me cry without any reason made my liking for him turn into anger. We broke up in mid October and from then on it took nearly four months to recover. It was an obvious feeling to miss because I never talked with a someone I met online and became so close, we were in a relationship. We did not meet eachother but my feelings were true for him.

It was new year's Eve and I took a resolution that day. if I marry it will be a love marriage, I will find someone who will love me for what I am unconditionally without any clause. If I don't find anyone I will stay single but wint give any scumbag another chance to hurt me.

I started to low down my guard and started chatting with people in social media apps. f*******: was my favourite at that time. I started to chat casually but without compromising on my ethics. But I all I found was guys who either wanted to hook up or just chat to pass their time. NOT MY STYLE.

Meanwhile my girl Fiza broke up with her guy as she found he was cheating on her in her absence. She is devastated. So I and Joey made sure she comes out of her depression. All these things slowly made be believe that all boys are same in some or other thing. My hope to find a soul mate was getting weaker.

I still remember that day " February 2nd" it was the day I received a friend request from a boy named *RAGHAV*. He was a mutual friend to many of my college mates. I accepted but we never talked anything that day.

* To be Continued *