I dared not tell you that you had been poisoned at that time, and Qing Chen sent you a blood leaf every night to extend your life. I hated that I could not save you, but my woman had to let another man save her, and I felt that I was very useless. Every night when I smelled the bloody smell of pear flower on the morning, I almost suffocated and wanted to collapse. On the night when I moved into the Lord's mansion, I wanted to escape from that smell, but I heard the sound of melan's zither when I went out of the Moon-Blazing Pavilion. I followed the music and found out that she was blind. She could not see me, so I was not on guard in front of her and chatted with her for a while.
"Yes! It was my fault. I shouldn't have gone to the pavilion every night to listen to her playing the piano an
