Hidden Desire

Two

WHEN I GOT to the condo, the quiet and dark condo immediately dawned on me.

The smile on my face still hasn't disappeared because of what happened earlier.

"A-add ko talaga siya sa socials ko, kala niya, ha." bulong ko sa sarili.

Lumapit ako sa switch ng ilaw at agad itong binuksan. Dumeretso ako sa kusina para mag luto ng kakainin, hotdog at itlog lang naman ang nandito, nakalimutan ko kasi bumili kanina e.

Nag luluto ako ng may tumawag sa cellphone ko na nasa lamesa.

"Who's this?" tanong ko habang nakatingin pa rin sa niluluto.

"Tangina mo anong who's this ka riyan?" narinig ko ang boses ng kaibigan ko na si sam.

"Ano na naman ba iyon, sam?" inis na tanong ko rito.

"Sama ka bukas?"

"Saan?"

"Bobo, birthday ni kia" Kia is also our friend, the three of us have been friends since high school because we have the same attitude, same humor, so we learned to open our feelings to each other.

"Oo, alam ko. Saan ba tayo bukas?"

"Gusto niya raw mag bar" Sagot nito at naririnig ko pa ang tawa.

"Bakit sa bar pa? maingay ro'n" tanong ko pa.

"Gusto niya raw ma experience 'yon e" sagot niya na tinanguhan ko nalang kahit alam kong hindi namana ko nakikita nito.

"Sige, sunduin niyo ako rito bukas."

"Sasabihin ko sakaniya, bye" iyon ang huling sabi niya bago pinatay ang call kaya naman pinagpatuloy ko na ang pag luluto.

AFTER I ATE and cleaned up, I went straight to the room and lay there while using my cellphone. Agad kong in-open ang i********: ko para hanapin ang i********: ni luce my love.

Inumpisahan kong i search ang buong pangalan nito.

dian luce fuevre

@DL.Fuevre

@dianwife

@dianmybaby

lah putangina bakit may ganito.

Pakiramdam ko ay may gusto lang sakaniya ang mga kakaibang pangalan kaya nag-click ako sa una.

@DL.Fuevre

Dian Luce Fuevre

13 post, 176k followers, and 56 following

Inangyan famous pa kaso nonchalant siguro siya.

Mapapansin kaya nito kung i f-follow ko 'to? aba kung hindi baka birahin ko siya kapag nakita ko ulit siya.

His profile picture is topless, he looks like he's on a ship, he's smiling with a few teeth sticking out, obviously forced.

Tinignan ko rin ang iba niyang post, wala namang iba kasama niya lang ang mga kaibigan niya? kaibigan niya ata 'tong mga 'to tapos nasa bar.

"Follow ko na ba?" tanong ko sa sarili ko, baliw na ata ako.

I pressed the follow button and waited a few minutes, but nothing new happened so I opened my f*******:.

I even searched his full name here again and his profile is still the same. I added that again and waited but still nothing new, maybe he's asleep.

After that, I turned off my cellphone and lay down on the bed and closed my eyes until I fell asleep.

9:30 NG UMAGA na ako nagising at walang pasok dahil sabado ngayon at birthday ni kia.

I cleaned and showered before leaving the room and cooked for lunch.

After eating and washing the dishes, i sat on the sofa and started using my socials, maybe my future husband already accepted me, kidding.

Nawala ang ngiti ko ng wala kahit anong notification ang makita ko sa i********: ko pati na rin sa cellphone ko.

"Ampt, kinalimutan na ako nitong lalaking 'to, e." I was talking to my self.

so that I don't get bored, I just started watching a movie on TV, I was about to finish watching when someone suddenly called, it was sam.

"Huy mamayang 5pm ka namin susunduin para mag dinner muna tayo bago pumunta sa bar" bungad niya sa akin.

Lumingon ako sa orasan at kasalukuyang 2:38 na nang hapon.

"Oo, sige" huling sabi ko at pinatay na ang tawag.

WHILE IT'S STILL EARLY, I've already arranged what I'll wear for later, maybe because when I'm about to leave I don't need to look for it, it's better to be ready.

Kinuha ko lang ang isang fitted dress ko dito na hanggang taas ng tuhod ko.

"Omg, feeling ko ang sexy ko kapag sinuot ko 'to" confident na sabi ko habang nakaharap sa salamin.

WHEN MY BEAUTIFUL MOMENT was over, I took my cell phone and see if my baby has accepted me, I mean Luce.

I first looked at my f*******: but my smile disappeared when there was no notification there.

"Ano ba 'yan, sinungaling siguro 'tong lalaking 'to." inis na bulong ko.

Sabi niya a-accept niya raw ako, pero ngayon wala pa

Tinignan ko nalang ang i********: ko, baka sakaling ni follow back niya ako ro'n. Bumalik ang ngiti ko ng makitang may limang notif doon.

DL.fuevre started following you.

Iyon ang unang notification sa i********: ko kaya napatili ako sa saya.

"Ackkkk! ni follow back ako ni hubby!"

Ni message ko siya agad hehe, kesa naman sayangin ko pa 'to.

bakit hindi mo ako ina-accept

sa f*******:?

Lalong lumabas ang ngiti ko ng makitang typings ito agad.

Oh sorry, i dind't check my f*******: account.

It's okay Luce, pwede mo na

akong i-accept ngayon

Yeah, wait.

I already accept you.

Really? let me check

I smiled when I saw that we already friends on f*******:, but it also disappeared when someone called me.

"Ano? okay ka na ba? susunduin ka na namin." I heard Sam's voice.

"ay, wait lang" Napatingin ako sa oras sa cellphone ko at 4:39 na, bakit ang bilis?

"Ano? sabi ko sayo 5 ka namin susunduin." Naiimagine ko ang mukha nitong nakakunot.

"Oo, nag m-make up lang ako" pagsisinungaling ko.

"Dalian mo pupunta kami riyan ng 5" huli niyang sabi at pinatay na ang tawag.

Bago pumasok sa bathroom ay ni replyan ko muna si luce.

Mamaya na tayo mag baby time, okay?

Hindi ko na inantay ang sagot nito at pumasok na ako sa cr.

AFTER TAKING a shower, I started putting make-up on my face, Sam and Kia was already here and waiting for me in the living room.

Lumabas ako ng kwarto at nasalubong ko ang nakakunot na noo ng dalawa.

"Bakit ba ang tagal mo? sabi mo kanina nag m-make up ka na." inis na sabi ni sam.

"Hehe baby time, sorry" Nag peace sign pa ako sakanila.

"what? baby time? who is that, huh? " Tanong naman ni kia

"Wala, tara na"

PUMUNTA MUNA KAMI sa isang restaurant para kumain muna, para raw busog kami kapag dumating doon.

Actually, this is not my firts time going to bar, maybe it's my second time, the first time sam invited me because she said she was broken, kia didn't come becauses he wasn't here then.

It was 6:13 when we got to the bar Samantha was talking about, it wasn't the same one we went to, it was even more dizzying because of the surrounding noise and chaotic lighting.

"Dito tayo" turo ni samantha sa bakanteng upuan at lamesa.

A waiter came up to us and asked what to order but I didn't know what they were so I just let them order for me.

We've been in the bar for around 30 minutes and I notice that my two friends are getting drunk.

"Hey guy, siguro ay umuwi na tayo, mukhang lasing na kayo, e." tinapik ko silang dalawa.

"No, no, ela. Bakit hindi ka sumasabay uminom sa amin?" Kia asked with sad face.

"Suguro ay may iba na siyang kaibigan, kia." sabi pa ni sam at nag hug pa ang dalawang ito.

"You're already drunk, guys. Come on"

"Hindi, Sam is right, ela. Siguro nga ay hibdi mo na kami gusto maging kaibigan" I was surprised when Kia suddenly started crying.

"Stop crying, kia. You're so oa" inirapan ko pa ito.

"See, sam. Nakita ko inirapan niya ako." She cried even louder and hugged Samantha.

"Don't cry, kia." tinapik-tapik nito ang likod ni kia at pinapatahan.

I will admit that Kia is the most overacting among us, I can't blame her either, she grew up spoiled by her family. Samantha is in the middle of us as if she doesn't take sides when something happens to us, she is the one who served our parents. I love them even though they are like this and I also know that we feel the same.

"You are guys my favorite best friend, okay?" Singit ko para kahit papa-ano ay gumaan ang loob ni kia.

When Kia and I have a problem, I immediately solve it. Kia is the soft-hearted among us. She feels all the hurtful words you give her until she suffers, so when there is a problem, we immediately solve it, we don't want her to feel those words, we love kia so much.

Bumalik kami sa inuman at nakakaramdam na ako ng hilo ngunit si samantha ay gusto akong sumama sa kanila papunta sa dance floor, sumama nalang ako dahil wala namana kong magagawa.

Marami kaming sumasayaw rito, hindi maluwag ngunit hindi rin masikip, sakto na para maka-sayaw ka.

Habang nag sasayaw naramdaman ko ang palad na pumulupot sa aking bewang, dahil sa kalasingan ay hindi ko nalang pinansin 'yon.