I feel repulsive and appalling today in particular. I just felt a lot of discomfort within me that I cannot even comprehend. Unlike other days I would do all of the chores without leaving anything untouched. Michael has decided to finish the rest of it, on my behalf. He had insisted on helping after going back and forth with him. I lay on the bed, with my body smeared on it. I'd arranged it first before doing other things. I unbuttoned my jeans shorts. I wondered why I had decided to button it up to that level in the first place. The pink bedcover was so soft beneath my skin, as inhaled the orange scent I sprayed on it earlier. Lately, I have found the fragrance very appealing and relaxing. I loved the smell of eggs some months back. But I find it smell-repelling now, inhaling such a s

