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Chapter Eight:

Sharlynn POV

When glenn left i heard giggling outside my door and before i knew it cassy and Megan walked in and cassy is holding her daughter kohl she had her 2 days before me even though i was pregnant before her. The girls walk over and hugged me and gushed over Xavier. I pull Xavier out of his bassinet to give him  a good view and before we know it Xavier open his eyes so i hold him up and held him in my arms and we went onto talking. I can’t believe how our life is turning out the way we could ever imagine and blessed with what had came to us. Megan keeps looking at us with doe eyes and i ask her “ what’s wrong Megan you look like someone stole your lollipop” she says “ oh nothing, its nothing” i said “BULL SPILL NOW” she says “ok I’m pregnant too 8 weeks along” we all get excited and congratulate her and i said “ i know this is so soon for you and wanted to wait but i am excited for you now all of our kids will grow up together” she says “ yea i know but i did want one now after seeing you both pregnant i thought what the hell am i waiting for” i said “ because you where waiting for the perfect time and we came into your life and that’s probably what you where missing” she nods and agrees. I couldn’t be any happier then where i am supposed to be and just before we got carry away Xavier started crying so i adjusted myself and got to feeding and cassy says “ i put a breast pump in the nursery for you so if you want to store more milk your can” i said “ perfect so this little guy isn’t on my chest even though i love it i like to see glenn be able to feed him too and have there special boy bond” cassy says “ exactly you can pump 2 weeks worth we have a mini freeze a bottle warm/milk warmer set up everything you need for him” i said “ wow thank you I didn’t even know that was added” cassy says “ it was a surprised” i said “ well i am surprised” cassy nods and we spend the next few hours talking before the nurse comes in and suggest i get some rest and take Xavier for his new born test so the girls said good bye and i laid down and took my well needed nap. 3 hour later i hear soft whisper coming from someone and as i open my eyes i see glenn and Xavier sitting in bed with me. Glenn says “ I’m sorry did i wake you” i said “no i was planning on getting up” he says “ ok honey he is hungry i changed his diaper and changed his outfit and now he needs milk” i nodded and glenn hands him over and i said “ how about you bring that breast pump down  and i can pump a few milk bags so u can feed him too. I see glenn eye cloud over and says “done it be here in 10 min” i giggle and said “ your such a silly man” he says “ i am no silly man i am strong and fierce” i said “ ok silly strong fierce alpha” he gives me a sour look and i just giggled. He wraps his arms around me and Xavier and we spend the rest of the day there relaxing and feeding and changing and sleeping before we knew it, it was the next day. I woke up to just baby only in the bassinet and everything else is gone and as i was about to sit up glenn walks in to tell me we have the green light to go home. I jump out of bed and ran and took a quick shower and before i came out glenn was hold Xavier in the rocking chair feed him a bottle. It was a Kodak moment. I put some clean clothes on and said “ alright ready?” Glenn said “yea i can feed him  and walk at the same time” i grab my small bag and we headed back to the pack house and once we got in everyone says surprise!!!!! I was so over taken what everyone did and i was so happy this is the best welcoming home present ever! Glenn comes over and says “ I made a room down here for all the babies when other pack members can use when they are using the lower level in case there baby need a safe place to sleep so i am going to put Xavier in there and let him sleep i have 2 nanny’s in there to watch over him. I said “ aww thank you thats awesome” glenn walks away i went back to the whole  surprise and couldn’t stop gushing we had cake and food and games it was going to be a blast and i was super excited we all needed this after the few months we all went through, being busy with all of our duties and i will plan we spend at least twice a week together so we wont forget each other even though we wont we live under the same roof and in the same pack. Glenn whispers in my ear and says “ you ok? You look like you are off somewhere else” i said “ i am ok. Just thinking we need to gather like this twice a week so we can enjoy each other’s company and never loose our touch even though that will never happen” glenn says “ you been doing so great as luna and pointing out things like this, you always wanting to help me lead this pack” i  look at him and said “ oh really how is that?” He says “ well you have made a lot of changes since becoming a luna and it has improve this pack and gain allies in the last few months and you have shown yourself that you are strong and determined if you needed to be.” I smiled at him and kissed him passionately and i said “yeah i see that now with all the new events i have planned we make it every year and tradition to be a whole unit and other packs can join in the events if they wanted to” glenn says “oh really that will go great” my mom came up and pulled me and glenn towards the waiting group and we went to enjoy our day together along feedings and diaper changing I didn’t have to worry the grandparents where more welcome to do it since I’m pumped 3 days worth and i plan to just pump anyways give glenn and Xavier there daddy and baby bond. I couldn’t be anymore happier, as it hit almost dinner time we got everything cleaned up and we all head up to get ready for dinner and glenn went and got Xavier as i was heading up stairs for a well needed bath. As i reach the room i went into the bathroom started my bath as it is filling i brushed my teeth and washed my face put my hair in a messy bun then strip down and turn off the bath water put my salts and other yummy to make my skin soft and got in. Glenn walks in and says “ Xavier is in his crib in the nursery i have the baby monitor on and his camera one on too” i said “ok leave the sound on in here if you need to do any work” he says “have all my work done for the day” i hear him walk to the tub and i sit up and he is already getting in to sit behind me and i let him. After our bath we got dressed and i hear Xavier crying i told glenn i get him so i left the room to the nursery and i saw my dad holding him in the rocking chair and just gave him a bottle i stop at the door way and watch them he says to him “ he little guy i just wanted to say gramp gramp loves you and I’m proud of you keeping my princess safe even though she was keep you safe, you going to grow up to be the best person ever having a mommy and daddy you have and i am so happy your here this makes our life’s even greater and your grandma or i may say grandma’s will spoil you unlike me and your other gramps will teach you everything you need to know by fighting and ruling.” I didn’t notice i had a tear running down my face and i felt glenn wrap his arms around my waist and snuggled me because he also heard what he said and pulled me away to say “ he is right he is a gift for all of us and i know i will teach him everything but that man in there will be the best trainer along my dad so he will have nothing but the best along our future kids.” I turn and pulled glenn to me and kissed him passionately until i heard my dad clear is throat and says “ your mother just link me saying dinner ready” i looked at him with Xavier in his arms and said “ alright lets go” we headed to dinner. As we arrived every pack member was there so glenn took the baby from my dad we both head to the front of the room and i said “ attention everyone i like for all of you to meet baby Xavier your future alpha” glenn says “ he will be strong and wise and courage and understand and protective for his pack, he has the two best men in this room oh, I mean three counting me to train him well and his future siblings” everyone cheered loudly and i looked over at Xavier he has a big baby smile and headed to our table to eat dinner. Glenn hold him the whole time we ate and before we knew glenn mom came over to take the baby for feeding and diaper change while we finish talking and eating. As i finished dinner the help came out and took our dishes and we where left with our drinks and i standed to address and said “thank you all for being you and being kind and wonderful to me and my best friend making us feel like we where meant to be here and i am greatful for this and i am greatful to be your luna and make this pack stay the best as it has always been i understand some thought having a luna they don’t even know, they will change things, well i am not here to change your life just improve them and thats wha i plan on doing, thank you” after my speech, they all stand up and clapped and cheered at me and glenn stands and says “that was a wonderful speech and this pack is excited to see what you have plan for them” i smiled at glenn and once everyone was done calming down the Deseret comes out and each little mini cake where decorated with blue and yellow representing Xavier that we have welcome him into this world and everyone is happy he is here just a way to end a day.

Glenn POV

I can’t believe all the drama and hard work we went through, we have a baby boy and all the people we love around us and a pack who adores my mate and our baby. A alpha isn’t any happier then this day, thinking i never meet my mate and have a luna for this pack that needed and all i can do is thank the moon goddess for bringing her here to me. She is special and sweet and courage and strong, I can’t wait to see what the future holds us as she standed to make her speed it touched me so hard i standed and whisper in her ear how i am proud of her. Once dessert comes out we all ate it and we finish up our conversation with everyone and headed back to nursery and before we walked in we both watch my parents holding our son and getting him changed and put him in new clothes together. My dad always wished he could do this 24/7 with me but he had responsibility’s he sneak in the middle of the night to hold me and feed me and do this now he has Xavier to do this with all day and i had to hold back my tear. My mom looks over and says “ you going to keep standing there or you coming in” i said “ no you guys are on babie duties tonight” she says “ wouldn’t turn down that offer” i grab my luna and brought her to our room and once the door closed i pull her to me and kissed her passionately and she takes off my shirt and i pick her up and she wraps her legs around my waist and walked to our king size bed i placed her on her back on the bed but before i did pulled her top off and i pulled her pants off she sit up and undo my pants and we both in our underwear i get onto the bed and put my self on top of her and kissed her again and before we knew it we where naked and i was about to enter her and once i did she moan out and i move into her faster and she moans again i bend down and took her nips into my mouth and sucked hard and bite it before moving to the other and all i can hear is her moaning and saying my name and i pump harder and faster. I grab her legs and put them up to my shoulders and once i did i went even deeper in her and she screams OH GLENN mmmmm, we went for an hour like this before we come to our climax and as we finish i got up and grab a warm rag clean her up and place the blankets over her i put the rag in the bathroom  and layed beside and wrap her into my arms and said “i love you forever “ she says “i love you forever to the moon and back” i kissed her neck and we went to sleep. I woke up the next morning before my alarm so i shut it off to give my luna more sleep i sneak out of the bed and put some pj pants on and shirt and headed to Xavier room for a bottle and diaper changed as i came in i walked to the crib and there was my sleeping son he started to move around meaning he is waking up so i picked him up went to the mini fridge and got the bag of milk put it in the warmer and warm it up once it was ready i put it in the bottle and headed to the rocking chair and got us both comfortable and the milk is perfect temp, so i fed my son. As i was feed him i felt someone watching me i looked up at the door and my mate was at the doorway with a big smile on her face and i said “what?’ She says “nothing i love watching you being in your daddy mode” i smile and she walked over sit in the chair next to me and she runs her hands through his cute hair and kisses my cheek and says she is heading to take a shower as she left i went to talk to my son of all the stuff i plan on showing and teaching him I can’t wait. This is my ending this is how my life supposed to be and I couldn’t imagine it to be any better then this. I have my mate i have my son and future kids to look forwards, wonderful friends and family and pack. I can’t ask for anymore then what i have now and just as i come out of my thought my mom walks in says “mr alpha its time to shower and get to your warrior training and office work” i smiled and said “ ok mom” i stand up burp the little guy and once he burp i handed him over to my mom and i looked at them both kiss them both on the head and headed to do my thing and this is my life now.

Sharlynn POV

As i got out of the bathroom glenn came in to go take a shower i kissed him before he did i got dress and headed back to see Xavier and glenn mom got him i told her its time to go for breakfast and as she nods i walked over took Xavier from her and she headed out i snuggled him into my arms and couldn’t think anything better then this. I always thought my life back at my old pack will never changed until my awesome family  getting me outta there and my best friend coming along the ride we never plan for all this to happen but it did i was where i was supposed to be along my family. Just as i finish changed Xavier outfit to head to breakfast glenn grabs my waist and kisses my cheek and i grab Xavier and i turn around and glenn plant a kiss on me and we went to breakfast just before we went to eat we went out to the garden and glenn picks a dozen of flowers from the garden and handed to me i smiled and thank him and that was very sweet. We head into the dinning hall i put Xavier in his bassinet next to my chair and glenn came out of the kitchen with our breakfast and drinks i looked over everyone and i can’t be any happier where my life took me i have my mate, my son, my new pack now, my best friend and new friends and my parents and siblings long cassy’s. This is my new beginnings and its just getting started and I can’t wait to see what the future has to hold for me and not just me all of us and the pack. Thank you moon goddess i will not let you down.