Unfortunate Omega

My point of view

Moana's P.O.V.

            Alex and I began to date slowly at 1st I would go to his house almost every day. Every now and again I would sneak looks at his brother. One particular day I slowly walk down the stairs to get a drink of water I noticed Felix and his mother talking on the porch. Not able to hear what they were said I snuck in a little closer. As I leaned closer on the banister I suddenly heard a cough behind me,I jumped up to look around I was met with the unapproving eyes of his father. Alpha Ben, was a very strong and disciplined alpha he looked at me almost threatening me to get out of his house. I looked back at him and put my head down to the ground we shook his head slowly as I was about to cower down I suddenly felt an arm wrap-around me it was Alex. ''Hi dad this is Moana my girlfriend have you meet?'' Alex asked alpha Ben as he looked at me like a bug that needed to be squashed he shook his head once again ''be careful Alex'' he warned. Alex pulled me up the stairs and into his Room ''you need to be careful baby'' he says. I closed my eyes ''Why does he hate me?'' I question. Alex throws himself on the bed ''I'm not sure,he does have a good judge of character …what have you done?'' he points his finger smiling at me, I roll my eyes slowly and walked to the bed climbing in next to him ''nothing he should know about ''I Joke as He pulls me on top of him. My eyes go wide as I put my hand on his chest ''Alex I'm not ready'' I say almost embarrassed. He tights his grip and looks at me ''when do you think you'll be ready?'' I roll my eyes ''when do you think you'll tell everyone I'm your mate?'' Alex looks away for a second'' you know it's complicated we have to go about this the right way I mean you will be the Luna'' I pause for a minute and slowly climb off of his stomach. ''So how about we make a deal?.....'' I say looking away he put his arms around my stomach once again. ''What is the deal?'' Alex says very smoothly. I turn around and lay my head against his pillow and pull him down next to me '' How about we complete the mating bond and announce I'm your mate the same day?'' I say eager to hear his answer. Alex pulls me a little closer and looks into my eyes ''I have no problem with that I just want to be with you and if you want to wait then we'll wait ''he says as he pulls me into a deep kiss. I pull away from just a brief minute to catch my breath his lovely hands move slowly up-and-down my body until he gets to the edge of my shirt I can feel his fingers dig slightly into my soft skin I can feel myself morning slowly in his mouth this just seems to motivate him as he moves his and slowly up my shirt. I slowly put my hands round his neck and play with his dirty blonde locks as I pull him closer and encourage him to go further. Alex gets my bras I can feel the raging bulge in his pants pressing against my core I put my head back in pleasure giving him access to my neck. He takes a deep breath and puts his head on my chest I look down slightly "what's wrong "I whisper he looks at me and takes another deep breath "we need to stop before I can't control myself any more" I put my hand on both sides of his cheeks" who says I want you to stop?" He smiles and leans in to my hands and kisses my palm" I want our 1st time to be perfect we shouldn't just do it because we're in the mood "my eyes widen at his sudden tone. "So do you want me to go home" I said almost mad. "I think you should," he says as he looks down at my stomach I breath in deep. "Can you walk me home??" I say annoyed "Or is that to much?" Alex looks backup at me," I think it would be best if you went alone" He says as he rolls to the other side of the bed I set up very quickly "Are you mad at me ?" he looks at me again "no Moana I could never be mad at you, I just don't trust myself" I put my hands on both of his shoulders and bury my head in the middle of his back "I trust you" I whisper into his ear. He puts his hands on one of mine "you don't understand I'm close to my rut... And it would be dangerous for you,"He looks deep into my eyes" I would love to walk you home...." I quickly move my hands from his shoulders and sit on the other side of the bed "you don't have to be so rude "I say angrily as I gathered my things and head to the door he I can hear him yelling my name I slightly stop and turn around "what do you want?" I asked very annoyed as he stands up from the bed and moves to the door I notice the pain in his eyes. Is he holding something back he only looks at me one more time "please don't be mad at me this is for your own safety "I shake my head slowly "I'm going to go home now I'll see you in a couple of days." He nods his head and gives me a lovely kiss on the lips" I promise I'll see you in a couple of days" he says as he slowly shut the door.

                    I turn around in the dark hallway a shudder of fear runs down the spine I push myself towards the stairs. As a reaches the stairs and slowly put a foot down a loud squeak echoes through the house I turn around quick expecting his mother or father even his sister to be behind me but no one was there." His family must be all sleep "I think to myself as I breath in a deep sigh and put another foot downstairs and pushed my way to the front of the door. Another loud squeak echoes through the house and I see a shadow walk past the windows a bit of fear runs through my body as I quickly look at the window just as I look up I see the outline of Felix walk by. "He must have been at the gym all night" I quickly think to myself the thought of his well-built frame flashes in my mind. I quickly jump downstairs and to the front door shutting the door behind me as fast as I can. Was I look around the corner and see him looking down at his iPod he won't even see me coming and evil thoughts run through my mind. As I move away from the door I think to myself "if I can just touch him and have him touch me I can get him out of my system and give myself fully to Alex." Soon as I run up to him, he looks up I command him to" stand still "the need flows through me as I command him to get on his knees. I slowly unbutton his pant and slide them down I can tell by his face he does not enjoy this. At this point I don't care what he wants I know what I need as I lean down to put his warm erect p*****s in my mouth. I could feel my insides go into jello I need him inside me. Looking at his face ones again I can see tears running down. He must be embarrassed I think to myself I should give him a compliment to let him know I'm enjoying myself" You're so much bigger than your brother" I utter to him. Instead I feel his whole body tense up but at this point "I don't care any more "I think to myself" all I want is him... he'll learn to love me" I think as I leaned down to take him in my mouth one more time. I eyes look briefly up at him only to see two blue angry eyes.

                    Suddenly A dark gray Wolf lunges forward and attaches to his right shoulder he screams in pain I jump back in fear and watched the whole terrifying seem in front of me. I squirm to my feet and take off running towards my house I can't be here Alex will come after me next. I could feel the anger pulsing through me through our mating bond warm salty tears running off my face was enough to make me sick. I quickly ran into my house unfortunately my parents were still awake and stop me in my tracks "Moana what is wrong?" my mother's sweet voice saids. I looked down at my sweaty palms "Is everything OK sugar" my dad looked at me questioning "I'm fine I just need to take a shower." My mom looked at me suspiciously "are you sure everything is OK with you and Alex he didn't try to" I stopped her in mid-sentence "No, mom I would never" my dad nodded his head" he better not " he says as he gives a little chuckle "OK well good night then I'm going to go take a shower "I say as I slowly go up the stairs" good night Honey "I could hear my mom echo through the house I run to my bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. Thank god my parents didn't see my back as I took off my shirt I looked at the blood soaked fabric Felix's blood sprayed all over my back. I quickly looked at the shirt one last time I hope he doesn't die I think to myself I slowly peel off the rest my clothes and jump in the shower as fastest as possible. Watching the blood ran down my body from my head was almost sickening knowing that it was from Felix made it even worse after the shower I climbed into bed. Unable to close my eyes thinking when will the news come of Alex's death will Felix tell them what I tried to do all these questions ran through my brain as I desperately toss and turn under the covers in a cold sweat.

                     I open my eyes to the sunlight hitting my face early in the morning I slowly rolled out of bed and the events of that evening came rushing back to me. I put my hands over my face did Felix kill Alex because of what I have done I put my hands to my heart. My Wolf slowly whispered into my ear almost like a soft Lullaby "our mate isn't dead but he's hurt, and he needs us we need to get to mate.'' My eyes widened my Wolf never talk to me directly I think she was always disgusted with my actions I put my hands to my heart "Marie is that you?" I feel comforting purrs of my Wolf inside my head. "Yes Mona it's me I never left you but we need to go to our mate now." she almost commanded me. I get to my feet quick and rushed to my closet I grabbed the 1st pair of clothes I see and run out the door. As I rushed downstairs I see my parents sitting in the living room with their heads held down. I get closer my father stand up "did you hear the news ?"he questions I look at him wide-eyed. Did Felix tell him something does he know what happened "know what?" I squeak out he shakes his head side to side. "I think you need to sit down honey" slowly I sit down to the side table. He sits across from me "there was an accident last night your boyfriend in the hospital." I shake my head no" what happen?" I question trying to be surprised. My father looks at me again "no one is sure "I stand up quickly. "Well I'm going to the hospital to see him I have to make sure he's OK" I reach for the door.My dad stands up once more" the doctor say he's in bad shape Don't be surprised if they don't let you see him." I nod as I open the door quickly" I have to try" I say as I run out the door. Soon as I reach the hospital which seemed like an eternity. I ran to the nurses station asking for Alex's Room the nurses seemed almost shocked at First. After some arguing and realizing that I was his girlfriend they showed me to his room. I stood in front of his Room for a few minutes and looked at the door was he OK did he remember what I did should I turn around I shook it off and move my hand slowly to the cold metal Door knob. As I turned the door knob the metallic scent of blood hit my nose I quickly moved my hand to my face. Step-by-step I took a deep breath as I came into view of a hospital bed with a lifeless Alex. I got a little closer I noticed it his parents sitting in chairs against the wall their eyes widen when they noticed me. His mom got up suddenly And rushed in for a hug" he hasn't woken up just yet but you're more than welcome to sit with us my dear "I shook my head yes and took sit next to them. It was quiet in the room for several moments until suddenly we saw his hand began to move his mom and dad rushed to his sides and talked to him very sweetly he opened his eyes and looked at them with a smile then he looked at me and almost frowned. He pulls his dad closer and said something in his ear, his dad shook his head grabbed his mother" will be right outside the door son if you need us" he said then he shut the door quietly behind him. Almost afraid of what he is going to say I slowly moved closer to him as he moved his hand up and waved me over the closer I got the more fear I felt. Soon as I was right beside his bed he reached out quick and firmly grabbed my arm my eyes widened as I looked at him "you're hurting me" was all I was able to say. He looked intensely at me with his bloody bandages around his neck then he spoke which sent shivers down my spine." I'm in this bed because of you... Because I loved you." I took a step back and desperately tried to get out of his vice grip to no prevail he just pulled me closer." Don't try to get away "he said so coldly as I looked at him again and held my breath. "You don't even know what you've done I had to banish my own brother because of you" he said as tears began to run down his cheek. I stopped fighting and loosened up "I'm sorry Alex "I said as I closed my eyes. "Not as sorry as you're going to be" Alex promised. I looked back at him" what are you going to do" he took a deep breath "frist I'm going to tell you what I'm not going to do I'm not going to banish you..... because that would only encourage you to find my brother and I want to know where you are at all times" He said as he tried to sit up I could smell the blood beginning to run under the bandages. His anger intensified "I have a question for you" he said very intensely I looked at him very ashamed at myself "what?" He swallowed "did you ever love me?" Not able to look at him in the face I turned away I could hear him over my shoulder clearing his throat. "That's what I thought then I guess I don't feel bad about doing this." As soon as he Finish his sentence I turn around quick to face him" I Alex Eclipse reject you Moana Farscape as my mate.'' My eyes widen in shock I can't believe my own mate would reject me but I know what I have to do. If I don't accept his rejection the pain of the bonds that tie us together will rip slowly at my heart I have no choice but to accept his rejection. I looked down at my hands and began to cry" I Moana Farscape accept your rejection "I say with a heavy heart. He slowly releases my arm "you could have been a great Luna...... I could have loved you to the ends of the Earth but you never loved me." With that he slowly looked away from me and almost ashamed I began to walk slowly towards the door suddenly he stopped me "Oh and Moana I want to make one thing clear to you" I slowly turn around "what's that ??"I say between sobs. "If you ever tell anyone I was your mate I will kill you do you understand me "He says to me in a warning voice. I look at him one last time" I understand alpha" I said as I look down. "Now get out of my sight" was the last words he spoke to me as I ran out that door.

                           Remembering all that give me so many feelings as I ran to my closet and pick out a silky blue dress I can't believe how far I come and how far I still have to go. One day I will get what I always wanted Felix to love me and I will show him all the love I have for him. I slowly put on the blue dress and pick out some shoes to go along with it. One way or another this will be a night to remember I say to myself as I open the door.