I look directly into the Alpha's eyes with anger as Anna makes a noise in pain and tries her hardest to get away. All I can feel is furious at myself I demand my legs to move, anything to help my friend. The harder I tried nothing happens I feel like I'm losing myself as the weight of the world is falling on me, I close my eyes in frustration, trying my hardest to move to, no prevail. Like a switch goes off, suddenly I'm in a dark room face down on the ground it's not like a normal room. There are no walls and it's wet everywhere all I can hear around me is slow dripping water. Suddenly, a voice breaks the silence as I turn to see who made the noise I see a man strapped to a chair with chains. “So you finally, come to meet me” he said with an evil grin.
“Where am I?” say as I slowly get up from the ground and walk to him, ”just a place in your mind.” I look at him almost confused “what do you mean in my mind?” I ask he smiles and chuckles. Then he looks up at the sky “we're in your mind ....this is where your Wolf would be ......that is if you had one.” My eyes widen as I roll over his words again” I don't have a Wolf?........but..... I'm a werewolf?” He looks at me with his blood-red eyes “no you don't before you were even born I devoured him and took his place..... they've been hiding me for from you for a very long time."
I look at him confused as he smiles very big “I bet you have a lot of questions let me start with the first one my name is Conan, and I am the berserker.” I back up a step “Berserker??” I say slowly, “yes, berserker.” he says as he rolls his eyes “The killer of packs the layer of man and whatever else they decide to call me” I look at him again with more questions. “Am I even a werewolf?” I ask. He chuckles like I told him a joke “yes, you are a werewolf ....but more ........the day that a Wolf came to you or was going to be joined to your soul I killed him and took his place now I'm joined to your soul..... I'm your other half there's a reason why you would never able to talk to your Wolf because he didn't exist....... it is me and always been me and your family hell even your pack have been trying to keep you from meeting me.”
“Why would they do that ....they are my family there....... there here to protect me.” he looks at me once again. “They tried to protect you from me.” Confused and almost afraid to ask I take another step forward him “why would they want to protect me from you?” “You really don't know do you?” Conan and says. “To stop history from repeating itself you're not my first.” I look at him and ask another question “what are you?” he looks almost shocked with the question then looks at me and smiles.” There is a reason why you are so good at fighting and with my help you could be great that is if you can expect me as a part of you.” “And if I can't??” I say expecting the worst. Conan smiles “I'll just devour you too.... like I did to all the rest” I take a small step back “if you were supposed to be my other half... why would my family ever just explain it to me??” Conan leans back in his chair and looking up.
“Aren't you very curious one,” Conan says with a twinkle in his eye. “I've been told" I say swallowing deeply “I like you Felix could you ever accept me and my past?'' I look at him and then at the chains “if I got to know you better I believe I could.” He looks at me again but this time with his head little c****d back “if you could expect me even knowing that I devoured your Wolf and took his place??” I swallowed deeply and stare at his eyes “you said it yourself Conan you're the other half of my soul..... what you did in your past is your past I would like to get to know you if that is possible and possibly set you free.” Conan laughs deeply and looks straight in my direction “well that's a first.... I've never heard anyone say that to me who knows this could work.” Suddenly, I hear chanting coming all around me almost like its pounding at the walls I look up at the ceiling and try to trace the voice but nothing there I look back at Conan “what is that??” I question.
He looks around the room very annoyed “oh that, some stupid witch boy trying to break in to our conversation.” I look at him confused as he looks at me again sensing my frustration he looks at me “it's OK Felix he's not going to get in to our conversation in less I let him..... when you were trying to save your friend I kind of took....... control of your body in did what needed to be done.” he said proud of himself. I squinted my eyes and took a small step back “what did you do Conan??” he smiled at me “I killed him...... he was hurting her, and he planned on raping her ......and........ because of your families curse on you.....you wouldn't do anything able to stop him, so I stepped.” I took a quick step back and looked at him “I killed someone??” Conan looked at me “don't think of it like that..... I killed someone he nodded his head back and forth “using your body....... but, if we have equal control I wouldn't have to use your body if could you expect me?” he said as he lingered on to the question. I looked at him intensely “what curse did my family put on me?” Conan rolls his eyes “its wasn't really a curse it was more of a fail-safe.... but if you accept me you'll never have to listen to an Alpha ever again.” The words tickled inside my ears 'I would no longer have to listen to those alphas and be the weak link they thought I was.' Without thinking a yell out “What do I have to do?” Conan smile “trust me than one these chains will break, and you'll never have to listen to an Alpha again.” “What if I trust you and you devoured me?” I ask almost afraid of his answer. Conan rolls his eyes and leans his head back “Felix, trust goes two ways I could ask you the same thing.” My eyes wide “I won't devour you!!” I take a deep breath and step closer to him an tell I'm right next to the chair. “If I call to you.... will you talk to me?” Conan asks. I nod my head suddenly Conan reaches out his hand to shake mine “do we have a deal?” Without thinking, I shake his hand “Deal.” Conan pulls me closer “As good faith I'm going to take that little confliction of yours no Alpha will ever tell us what to do AGAIN!” My eyes widen as he releases my hand and suddenly I am sent back into my own reality I blink once and look up at Colt staring back at me.
I'm out of the dark room on the backstage of the gym there's blood covering my hands and clothes Colt sitting in front of me with his eyes closed and candles all around me. I only sit up to Colt “what is going on??” I say desperately Colt opens his eyes instantly and looks in my direction. “Are you OK?” he says almost yelling at me “yeah fine.... what happened?” I say like I didn't know the truth. Conan told me everything he took over my body and killed the Alpha that threatened my friend. I had no remorse for him, he was going to hurt her and possibly r***d her I couldn't let what happened to me happened to Anna the only light in my darkness.
Dear Readers,
I would like to apologize for not writing lately and for this chapter being so short. As some of you know my family and I have had a lost. Please be patience with me as I get back on track. And thank you all for reading.
Sincerely,
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