Unfortunate Omega

Down the Drain

           Felix slowly walk to the omega safe house, with each step a flash of what Moana did popped into his mind. He slowly looks down at the cold hard ground 'how could I let this happen?' he thinks to himself. He slowly reaches the next block, he can see the house in the distance. looking up at the porch's light glowing in the dusk 'how can I go in there?' he questions. Not being able to move he thinks of all the smiling faces waiting to greet him just inside those doors slowly he puts one foot in front of the other and slowly moves towards the house. 'How could I would let this happen' he thinks again as he slowly drops his hands to his sides. 'I'm not strong enough even to fight her off I'm just a disgraceful' he closes eyes and in takes another step towards the house. Taking in the cold crisp air he shakes his head side to side trying to erase the memories. Before he realizes it, he's standing in front of the porch looking up at the Omega safe house's door. 'I was supposed to be the strong one this was my chance' he closes eyes and turns round for a moment. 'I could run away, no one would know' a vision of Anna, Sandy and the rest of his friends pops into his mind. 'I can't do that to them' he briefly thinks as he slowly turns around and puts his first foot on the step. 'I can't disappoint them.....if it wasn't for me that's none of this would have happened' he convinces himself. Soon as he takes his foot off the ground a painful thought pops into his mind of the day that he first arrived at the house. The painful memory of his shoulder being ripped apart by his brother he's ribs being broken because of his father. He pauses for a moment as a brief smile crosses his lips. 'I rather have that happen again then at lest they could see the pain on the outside and I wouldn't have to hide it.'

                   Just before he gets to the door he stops again' I'm going to get through this I should be stronger than this' he thinks as he takes a deep breath. He begins to reach for the door nob but instead it was bursting open with his friends waiting at the door with the cake yelling “congratulations” unison. Felix smiles as he looks at them “thanks guys” he says forcing back the tears. Sandy runs to his side “sorry this was a last minute I hope we didn't catch you off guard” Felix forces a small smile as he looks at her hoping she won't see the pain in his eyes. “It's fine...... it's fine ......it's OK...... it's great just great I appreciate it” he smiles. Anna comes over and throws herself into his arms like she has done a hundred times before only to have Felix shoves her way. In shock Anna steps back “are you OK Felix?” she eyes him up and down.” yeah… Yeah, I'm fine” he stumbles out “you just caught me little off guard.” She looks at him once again “OK well there's a cake we made for you on the table do you want to see it.....it's your favorite?” He shakes his head yes” sure I love to Anna” Sandy slowly walks to the table dragging Felix by his arm “here look, I think I messed up a little, but how did we do?” Felix looks down at the table there's a chocolate cake “you're the strongest” is written on it in blue frosting he kinda chuckled to himself. “Thanks Sandy” he said to Sandy. Anna looks at him again then pulls him to the side as she deeply looks into his eyes. “Are you OK?” she slowly asks him as he looks at her with wide eyes “yeah I'm fine.... why do you ask?” he says trying to hide. She begins to pull up his shirt a little “are you hurt?..... there's something you are not telling me?” Felix pulls her hands away from his shirt “look..... Anna I'm fine I'm just a little worked up it was exhausting OK” he yells trying to convince her. “If you say so..... let's get back to the party I guess.” she says. Felix shakes his head “I'm just going to put myself down give me a minute,” she shakes her head “ok but be quickly.”

                       Felix quickly makes its way to their room throwing his stuff on the ground he cups his face in his hands 'this is all my fault'. Suddenly a loud burst of laughter coming outside the door snaps him out of his train of thought he looks at the door the party is still going on. He quickly goes to his dresser and grab the shirt to go back out. As he purchased for the door nob he closes his eyes and try to put a smile on his face and push back the sadness. Pumping into someone he opens his eyes briefly there stands Colt smiling at him “hey men there you are” he said happily. Felix smiles back “I heard that you had a pretty good fight” Colt said as he puts his hand on Felix's shoulder. Felix looks up and smiles “yeah it was pretty good but, I don't really think I'm going to do another fight.” Colt backs up a little “oh come on Felix, I wait to see you fight, I promise I'll be there this time” Felix shakes his head “well maybe just one more time but I don't know I have to think about it.” Anna runs over “of course they're going to fight again.... you did so well this time..... I heard you got a lot of fans too” Felix's eyes go wide. “Oh yeah I didn't think..... I was that good” he says as he rubs the back of his neck. “Don't be so modest” Colt says as he bumps Felix's shoulder” I'm not being modest, I just don't really like the attention I guess.” Anna and Colts both look at each other” since when did you not like attention” Colt says with smile “I don't know..... today...... I don't need to relive my old days” Felix says as he slowly walks away. Colt runs behind him “are you sure, you are OK?” Felix shrugs “yeah I'm fine I just really want to relax, and have some cake and probably take a shower ......” OK, but you know you can talk to me anytime you need to” Colt said.” I know I think...... I just a little exhausted” Felix says as he turns away. Colt runs up to Felix again” Hey I'm serious if you hurt or you need to talk to someone I'm here for you I'm here for anyone that needs me” Felix slowly shakes his head “I know ..... I just I think I'm a little out of it I think I'm going to go to bed here soon.” Anna runs up to next to him not until you have a piece of cake.

                       After a few hours the party died down and everyone says goodbye for the night and return to their rooms Felix slowly open the door of his room and peeked out. The common room it seemed like it was dark and no one was around, so he open the door peeking back at Anna to make sure she was asleep. He shut the door he slung a towel over his shoulder all he wanted to do was wiped the grime off of his body and hopefully erase the memory of the terrible events. He snuck through the common room, but he notices the porch light was still on, he slowly walked to the window and peered through the curtains. There he saw Colt and Sandy talking by the porch. Colts slowly wrap his arms around her and kiss her on her cheek. Then he leaned in a little closer to the window in hopes he could hear what they were talking about. Soon he heard a small whisper” I had such a good time tonight.” Sandy giggled “me too.” Felix shake his head 'so he ditched him, so he could have a date 'he shook his head again and went to the showers maybe after the warm shower he could forget about today. He tiptoed into the shower he slowly turned on the water it's not like anyone would be coming into the boys' locker room. He turned on the hot water and step in letting the hot water pound on his shoulders. Slowly he puts his face into the hot water and rubs a vision of Moana arching her back and moaning in pleasure crept into his mind. Felix shut his eyes and swung at the walls hard as he hears the skin blistering and cracking his knuckles as he did it. Stepped back not looking at his hand and shut eyes hung his head to the ground. He tried to forget the events earlier that day but his mine just kept playing it over and over again in his head he could almost smell her disgusting rotten flash and taste her salty lips.

                           Suddenly he heard footsteps from the other side of the bathroom he put his head up fast and looked at the door expecting to see Colt but instead he saw a small figure. Anna walking through the door and stared at him Felix rushed to the shower curtain and it closed “what are you doing in here?” he almost yelled. Anna just looked at him worriedly “I'm just worried about you..... this is just not like you ..............what happened??” she pleads with him. Felix's eyes go wide at her sentence “nothing's the matter Anna...... I know you're worried about me but, trust me it…it… Nothing I can't handle.” She sits on a chair on the other side of the stall” I know you can handle yourself Felix ...... I just have a feeling in my heart that something is wrong please don't shut me out “Felix shakes his head' how could she ever know what I'm going through' he thinks to himself” Anna would you still care for me if I was tainted??” he asks almost afraid. Anna was its quiet for a moment, and then she spoke up “Felix you can never be tainted to me..... you're my friend forever remember that” Felix looks up and hangs his hands over the stall “something happened at the fight and it's hard to explain” he says as he rests his forehead on the divider stall. Anna slowly gets up and looks at him “Oh my God your hand “Anna says looking at his bloody hand Felix just shakes his head “my hand is fine I just did this..... I'll take care of it when I get.” Anna looks at him putting her hand on his cheek “what's wrong.... what happened at the fight?..... that are you not telling me??” Felix looks into her eyes 'she is so innocent how could he ever tell her what happened to me' he turned his head and looked away. “The other fighter was almost the same age as me and I well I hurt him a lot” Anna put her other hand on his cheek and forced him to look at her “you listen to me, he went into that fight just like you he knew he was getting into, ....it's not your fault” she said with a smile on her face. Felix smiled back feeling a little better now “now get out of that shower and let me clean up that hand for you” she said that she released his cheeks and turned on her heels to walk out. “ Hey Anna thank you for being a good friend” he says as she slowly walks out with a smile on her face. Felix takes the towel and wrap it around his waist and walks to the mirror' I can't tell her ..... I can't tell anyone I'm supposed to be strong ...and one day I will be' he thinks to himself as he slowly put on his shorts and walks out of the bathroom.