Lucas 1999
"I think I was infatuated by her. I hadn't had a lot of good in my life until I met her, and she was just so pure, and I just wanted to feel that little bit of joy for once. I believe I love her, but I'm not in love with her, does that make sense?" I probably sound like the biggest dipshit, raving on and on about this girl and then admitting that I'm not in love with her. I have feelings for Veronica, but none of those feelings are the sensation of being in love, I know that for sure.
"That actually makes a lot of sense, Lucas, I think you wanted to be in love with Veronica, to reciprocate the feelings she had for you but because you convinced yourself that you were never worthy of her love you went looking for others affection" He says, looking up from his writing pad. "I f
