Ursula POV
"I'll go with the first option," I find myself saying to Max, he grins with delight, lust shoots across his eyes, I close my eyes in anger and disgust, I so much hate to do this. We've argued for long before I finally said this out. He even mocked me of giving my virginity away to Williams, he begged me for it when I was with him but I was too arrogant to give it to him. This statement really made my heart go low, each time I remember that my first time went in the most horrible way, with betrayal and depression accompanying it, I always feel so bad. I've tried hard to forget about this but he just reminded me. He crawls to the bed, lies beside me, his hand over my tummy. I roll over, turning my body to the opposite, with my back facing him, I don't want my eyes to meet with hi
