I have been staying here for the last 2 weeks.
I’ve been calling Krystal every couple of days because I just miss her. I feel a strong connection with them even when James has been such a pain in the ass.
Jefferson is here today and he’s been asking me if everything is okay as I’ve been kind of inside my own bubble. He even brought me a box of chocolates that we ate while watching TV.
“I know I’ve been asking you to stay and I love that you’re staying here with me”. Jefferson started talking after a while of pure silence “But I don’t like seeing you like this. Did you fight with your family because of me?”
I looked at him right in the eyes. My legs were on top of the sofa and I was hugging them. It was a way of protecting myself.
I’ll even admit that I have been crying when I’m alone
