the teenage diary

The INITIAL Point

FRESH MONDAY..........

Julie was following Telh. She also wanted to come early and wait for him, After hearing that a new girl named Samantha slapped him in front of everyone, she thinks she can confront him. After hating the girl as much as she can. Her love for Telh is always real. She had cried multiple nights for him.......... And tried to get back in their relationship. If only she can win his heart.... He avoided her, told her to stop sending unnecessary messages, calls, well he never called her back when they were in relationship. And she was the one who purposed him, tried to get back in the relationship again after his cruel calls of break ups..... Well, then, will you say its love. LOVE, stupid, it goes on its own. It doesn't bother the tears, and the pieces of heart it makes.................

   5 years Back

It was the time, Telh was a fresher. His hair were not long as in the modern style like now. Those might be the days he care less about these things: hot girls, built body, group fighting's, bunking classes and all. Julie first saw him in the Blue Blazer, the next year. His face was so fair to catch peoples' eyes, with the rare blue blazer. It makes everyone very sure that he topped every exam of last year. And for a newcomer, he coped very well. He was so friendly, the mildest one among four of them. Julie was so surprise of the friendliness he have. She walked in his way, he smiled, sometimes he started the conversation. Deep inside of her, his image become sharper, her crush on him went down to Love; like a stain that doesn't go off easy.

Telh changed........ after the first term of Grade7 he changed, drastically. He doesn't walked like usual, his friends will take him along. He no longer walk at the side of his friends, he was in middle. He said walking in the middle of people just irritate him. He never smiled seeing Julie, she sometimes wondered, did he even noticed me. And when she start to talked, he will be like, the most important thing is still waiting me. Sometimes he won't come for lunch, and will be at the bench with his thick grey bubble shooter game-toy. He is a real introvert. His smile changed now, it is not full now. As much as Julie can remember she came early and will wait for his car to come the black nice, one and only of the school, Mercedes-Benz. Then she'll make a subtle coincidence, and will walk together in the school. He was cheerful, lively, and talking to him made the best part of her day. Her friends said, she is Crazy for him. And actually, they were right, Julie is crazy for Telh. But Telh just didn't notice it. Till now her true feeling for him is transparent to his eyes. Four years, he never have the time for her. And being in the relationship with him worsen her destiny. The tiny friendship they shared, shattered. But that doesn't changed the feeling she have for him.

" I'm Julie" she give her hand to Telh on the first day of Grade7. Roll numbers will be arranged, and this day is not for hearing lectures of teachers. Everybody come out of their new classes. It took only few moments for Julie to realize that he's handsome. And Julie's circle is very large, the pretty, bold and rich girl. She have so many boys hanging her back. 

" I'm Te..." she cut his line 

"I know you are Telh" 

His smile was killing "How?". 

"I know everyone who is here."

"Oh!" then they talked. Slowly taking Julie to his realm.

And now she still can not go out of it.

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She is a bit late now. She is following the way told by Kelly and Jess, her best friends. They too come after Julie, one of the popular trio of Country Public School. Oh! yeah! Telh's there. With a rose its the first time, he holds a rose..... which means he's gonna purpose someone. And if she is the one then why will she go to the corridor of Humanities??  Julie slow down her pace. She can't run bearing the pain in her heart. She unconsciously walk towards him................ 

    There there he hold the wrist.......... He really did .Julie can't believe her eyes, and it slowly welled up.  Then he lift up the rose to her. Julie can see the bright eyes of Samantha that is filled with strange. She's gonna hate those eyes a lot for sure.... The crowd cheered. She didn't hear what he say, but it seems that's better than hearing..........

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"I think its true, he have a lot of exes in this school." Deepti subtly talk to Samantha.

You can take your time. And tell me when you're considered..... Samantha can't just f**k off this words from her mind. 

" I know he can only mean revenge by doing that, or what else" Its annoying, irritating, she didn't want that thing that happen before everyone's eye. and how can he be.......... He was sure like she'll say 'yes' Take your time... f**k!! Its,, you know it just hunts. She feels defeated with truth, being embarrassed infront of everyone.  

                    But she have got someone to open herself up.

She quickly took off her uniform, throw them to her small bed. Then, she wear a simple white shirt and a pink pant. She ran down the stairs, managing a quite sound not to disturb others. To her right she can see the school buildings facing with a little gap in between. And there are two more hostel block at her back. At the other side of the school building, there lies the block of boys hostel. She walk straight to the phone booth. Seeing the hopelessly long queue, she came back in despair.