ZARYA ROGOV All I ever felt was helplessness, deep sorrow, and the constant feeling of being unloved. I was always overlooked. My needs, emotions, and wants, nothing ever mattered. I was just dragging through life, thinking maybe marriage would save me. It didn't. It only made my life worse. But...one thing I had to admit, I haven't been in so much action before marriage. Also, I saved someone. It gave me a sense of achievement. A sense of still being alive. I don't know how we made it out of that fire, but the fact that I was alive and untouched by any fire only meant we made it out safe. As I stared up at the hospital's ceiling, for some reason, I didn't regret waking up. However, my whole body was aching, and thankfully, my finger was back in its place. The sound of the beepin

