(Violet) As we get closer to the vimpire kingddom. I can feel my self getting stressed and worried. I don't know why, but I am afraid of what is going to happen. What if he is my mate? Will I be able to help him? Are there really more Lycans in hiding? I tune out the others in the car. They are just excited about being able to see more of the vampire side. I take a deep breath and hold it while I try to relax. I slowly exhale. I do this a few more times, trying to calm myself down. I start to fidget and shake. I am starting to panic. Maybe this was a bad idea. Maybe we only go and visit the library. Bensen will be fine. He has lived life like this for a while now. "Relax. Breathe deeply and exhale slowly. You don't want a storm to happen." Vicky says to me soothingly. I look out the w

