Recap
The night is pretty much over after that, Carter and I make our way up to our bedroom. He walks in first sitting on the edge of the bed, I walk over to him and stand between his legs. He puts his hands on my hips and looks up at me.
''I guess this is the part of the night that we talk,'' He says smiling slightly.
I nod and take a deep breath, not ready to talk about my past. I am also not prepared for what the 'gift' Carters mother gave me either.
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Being in love with someone who makes even the ugliest parts of you seem pretty is something that I never had. Carter has this magical ability to make me spill my guts to him, and feel comfortable doing it. I never knew that this was how a healthy relationship worked. In the past, I've always pushed down my feelings until the
