Road Tripping with the Baseball Team

Chapter 5- Closer Then Ever

Frozen is what I was, looking straight into his eyes and feeling all the emotions.

I bring up my hands and cup his face, brushing my lips gently across his. Just savoring the moment, I could stay like this forever and be happy. Bringing my hand to the back of his neck, I deepen the kiss. The passion throughout this kiss is unmistakably strong and the feelings I have for this boy, are indescribable.

Carter guides me over to his lap. Somehow, I end up straddling him, in the front seat of his car. His hands grab my ass pulling me closer to him. Our lips moving perfectly in sync, enjoying every single second of this. I could tell he was too by the bulge I could feel against my aching core. grinding harder against him. A breathy moan escapes his lips, it was probably one of the sexiest things I've ever heard.

"If you keep doing that, I'm going to take you to up to your room right now, and do very naughty things to you,” Carter’s husky voice rang through my ears sending me chills the good kind of course.

" Who said I wouldn't want you to take me upstairs," I said in his ear, grinding against him.

Swiftly he breaks our kiss and his hands leave my body, making me whimper at the loss of warmth. I hear him chuckle and say something about patience being a virtue. The next thing I know is that I'm in his arms in the sloppiest bridal position ever. I quickly turn my body and wrap my legs around his waist.

Finally finding my room, he shoved me up against the wall.

"Where were we?" he asks rhetorically pressing his lips against mine. I wrapped my legs around him again and eagerly kissed him back. Deepening the kiss, I grabbed his hair tugging on it. Eliciting deep moans from his mouth, the sound alone made me squeeze my legs in anticipation.

My greedy hands fumbled with the edge of his shirt slowly taking it off of him, revealing his chest. As my fingers grazed his toned torso, I pressed feathery kisses along his neck.

His hands found the hem of my shirt leaving us both shirtless. Staggering over to the bed, we both lay down on it he straddles my legs. Finding the zipper of my jeans he slides them down my legs. Practically throwing them across the room. Leaving me clad in the pink and black underwear and bra to match.

Finally looking into his eyes, they held so many emotions, I was looking for the rawest emotion of all and I found it he really cares for me. Now it's up to me to actually believe that someone could feel this way for a girl as f****d up as I am. I'll be the first to admit it won't be easy but I know it will be worth it. Being in his arms every day has become my safe haven.

Soon enough he was down to his boxers which gave me a great view of his chest and the trail of hair leading down there. He reaches behind me unclasping my bra strap with a quick flick of the wrist. I quickly go to cover myself from him. I'm still not over this fear I guess being completely exposed to someone makes me feel so vulnerable. I know I can trust him but it still brings back unwanted memories.

" Don't you dare, your beautiful munchkin," he said looking at my eyes only. He slowly removes my hands and, his view lowers I find myself blushing in spite of what he said it's weird having him this close to me, but it feels so right at the same time.

He takes the hardened nub into his mouth swirling his tongue lightly around it while his other hand tweaks at my other breast. Making me moan out his name softly. I could feel the smile he was sporting.

Finally, he trails kisses down my stomach to my panty line. Slowly rolling off my lacey panties leaving me fully naked in front of him.

" So beautiful," I hear him say as he kisses the inside of my thighs spreading my legs open. I want, no I need him so badly.

" Please," I pant out. My breathing is ragged as he flirts dangerously close, to the most private parts of my body. His hands massage my thighs I'm in pure bliss.

"What do you want Amanda?"

I look at him, and the redness creeps up my cheeks, wanting him to touch me. I stay silent looking into his eyes as he's hovering over my pus*y, he looks back making this an erotic moment with me completely at his mercy.

"Just tell me what you want, and I'm all yours munchkin," he breathes out not stopping what he's doing.

"You, I want you,"

" You want me down, there don't you?" I nod my head vigorously, and he makes slow circles against my cl*t. rubbing so slow.

" Faster please," I beg looking him straight in the eyes biting my lip.

This is the most intimate thing we have ever done together. It makes me feel so much closer to him.

"As you wish," he says.

Rubbing harder and faster, I can feel my self-getting even wetter than I was before. The feeling of full bliss takes over. He slips one finger inside of me. Pumping in and out slowly at first then increasing the pace and adding another. I arch my back as he picks up the pace, making me moan out his name.

The hand on my c**t is replaced with his mouth. He takes me in his mouth and swirls his tongue around it. Making me say his name over and over.

" f**k, I'm so close," I manage to make out. This makes him go faster and I finally feel my body shatter, I finally reach my high. Screaming out his name and he says dirty things in my ear. Just making me want him even more.

" Wow," were the only words I could say after that.

"You're gorgeous," he says kissing me on the lips and tugging the blanket over my naked body and his.

" w-what about you?" I asked.

He gives me a questioning look. I sigh and continue " Don't you want me to, ya know," I said trailing off hoping he would catch my drift. 

" Watching you was more than enough. just knowing that I'm the only one who can make you feel like that. No one can do that the way I did baby," he says kissing my temple.

"What if I want to," I said shyly

"You don't have to," he says lightly.

" Maybe not now, but in the near future," I say smiling slyly. suddenly feeling tired.

" Your tired go to sleep, and I will definitely be taking you up on that offer," he says cheekily.

next thing I know my eyelids are fighting to stay awake but sleep prevails.

I wake up and feel around the bed for Carter he wasn't in the bed. I sit up and looked over to his side just to be sure, no Carter insight.

realizing I was completely naked in bed alone, with a guy I may or may not be in love with. After we just- just well you know. I quickly put on a clean pair of underwear and a bra. With my soffee shorts and a grey t-shirt with the saying

'you hit like a girl?' on the front and on the back saying "damn right"

Holding in my tears I pathetically go into the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. I look so blissful; my neck had a few love bites on them and my hair was a hot mess. My brown hair was in tangles, you could definitely tell I just woke up. I quickly comb through my hair and begin to make my way downstairs hoping to god he is still here because honestly, I don't think I could handle him not being here. Especially after last night me being open with him sexually is a huge step in our relationship and he knows that.

I just shake my head clearing all the negative thoughts because if he wasn't here, I don't know what I would do; I would rather not think about it.

I reach the living room, and still no sign of him, I even checked the bathroom that's in the hallway leading towards the living room. ok, so what? he will be in the kitchen making me breakfast wearing an apron while still having his boxers on. yup, that's what is going to go down. it will all be just fine.

crossing my fingers, I enter the kitchen.