I still want to build routine,
just one I can follow at my own pace instead of waiting for another's routine,
I wanted to go back to self-sufficiency,
I wanted to be able to interact with other people with some proficiency,
Dating sites have almost never panned out,
And Able is happier without me,
and I without friends or anyone to truly seek real advice from feel happier single too since I want something to keep grounding beneath me,
So I did take to looking for part-time work it seemed to be the only next logical place to look for work,
Simply following my Dad's advice, you meet new people when you have a place to work,
I have no idea where or how else to meet people after the dating site disasters,
I also still can not stop working on becoming self-sufficient so I can one day take of my parents at least as I did desire.
Obviously, the next steps forward are continually looking for both a place to be self-sufficient,
and to ground roots somewhere finally so
I only really desire a person to trust,
I want to meet others in a safe and controlled environment,
A part-time goal is an opportunity for me to still attempt the family outcome I hope to find out in the world beyond my current environment.