GRIFFIN’S POV
I’d rather have her screaming at me, knowing exactly what she wants in life than this f*****g uncertainty of what she will do next. I hate the feeling of not being in control of every f*****g situation or choice. I know I said I will give her time and space to decide, but she knows as well as I do that this will never work if she is working for Bella Bella. I don’t speak, instead; I search her eyes for reasons she keeps declining me. With no sound, she stares back, probably also wondering why I keep pushing her. Maybe this is our way of f*****g dealing with s**t, always trying to figure out what the other one is thinking without asking, which is so much easier. I pressed my forehead against hers; I know I shouldn’t push, but like always, I want to try first and see how it pl
