Hope POV After a long shower, I forcefully made myself to lay down on the bed. Looking up, I saw the glittery lights filled the ceiling with colors. There was a time when I questioned my fate, why these things happened to me? What have I done wrong? Sadly I didn't get the answer, and now I am here in the middle of strangers shoving myself for pleasure and pain. Is wishing a happy life is a crime? Wishing to spend a life with a loving partner is a violation? Or is this only me who got a fate like this, where my parents died, and then it was because of me I lost my love? The first thought crossed my mind; It was I who killed Ian. My love becomes a curse for him. I sat up under the blanket and, fold my hand in front of GOD. This is gonna be my daily prayer from now on. "Forgive me fo

