Forbidden Love

G I R L F R I E N D {4}

L E O

I woke up in the morning with a pounding headache. I tried to remember last night. My memory was foggy but I remembered kissing someone.

HOLY s**t!

I kissed my best friend's sister last night. s**t. s**t. s**t. Leo can never find out about this. I've liked Bella for a while. I may have kissed a lot of girls but along the way somehow I always found myself comparing girls to Bella. I wondered what her lips would taste like. They tasted so amazing. Her lips were pink and perfect.

She was perfect.

She was my weak spot.

Ever since we were kids I was mesmerised by her beautiful eyes. Hey eyes had this beautiful spark in them and her dimples were perfect. She was too pure for me. I used to be so jealous when boys asked her on dates that after her first date I threatened all the boys in middle school to leave her alone and not even look at her. I did that in high school too.

She's mine.

 She doesn't know that though. I told Aidan I liked a girl in middle school and that he knew this girl and he went crazy even thinking that it was Bella. I denied it and told him it was a different girl. He went crazy and punched me even thinking it was Bella I liked because I basically described her but there were another few girls that had similar features to Bella and that was in middle school. He's even more protective now. He knows I sleep around because he does it too. He knows boys are way more hormonal now. I've liked her since I was 12. I've only told Nick. He's one of my best friends and he swore not to indicate to Bella or Aidan about it. So far he hasn't.

We were playing in the playground on the monkey bars and she fell and cut her leg. I ran over to her and stared into her eyes and we were staring into each other's eyes until Aidan came running and helped her home. He was scared because there was blood on her leg. She cut her leg with a branch that was there. He was terrified that she was hurt. I would break her.

When we were playing 7 minutes in heaven I was looking through her i********:. Go ahead and call me crazy and a stalker but it's the only way I can actually get a good look at her without anyone realising it. I've been getting even more ballsy recently. I love Aidan. I really like Bella and I know that if I make a move with Bella and it goes wrong I lose both of them but if it goes well I lose Aidan and if I do nothing I'll lose Bella and she'll go and marry someone else.

I don't deserve her or Aidan. Which kind of best friend has his best friend's sister in his head 24/7. She means the world to me. I can't believe all it took was for me to be drunk to kiss her. She kissed me back.

Why would she kiss me back if she didn't have feelings for me?

I can't think that much into it though. She pulled away.

Because you were drunk. She didn't want to take advantage of me.

Or because she realised who she was kissing. We'll never work. She's my best friend's sister. My overprotective of his best friend.

He hates normal boys going to her. Imagine a man-w***e. He knows me. He would never let us and I know that Bella needs Aidan's approval on everything. He would never approve this and we would never be together.

I've seen her at her worst and she was still beautiful. She's cleaned me up when I've gotten ambushed or when I come back from underground fighting. She doesn't ask questions though.

She was there for me when I lost my mother.

I may call her princess but she's my queen. My dad is the leader of the Spanish mafia. I'm the next heir and I hate that I can't be with her. I can't put her in any more danger. I'm terrified that when she finds out that I've killed people that she'll think I'm a monster and be disgusted. I wouldn't be able to take it. Nobody's opinion about me matters apart from Bella's. When I take over Aidan will be my second hand. She's already in danger just by being related to Aidan. Dating me would make it worse but my desire towards her grows daily.

Kissing her was the stupidest thing I have ever done because now not only do I have a boner thinking about it but now I crave for her even more.

I don't believe in love but with her everything seems possible. She brings out the best part of me. My heart skips a beat every time she smiles or laughs. I think love may just exist but only in the right person and I think Bella is my person.

Fuck. I'm whipped for a girl I'm not in a relationship with. I'm whipped for my best friend's twin.

I'm a d**k.

B E L L A

I barely slept last night. All I could think about was the kiss. I always thought that Leo was like a brother to me but I have always thought that I felt something stronger towards him than Leo than I did for Aidan. I can't have feelings for Leo romantically right? I can't, Aidan would kill both of us. I've cleaned up his injuries when he gets in fights. He thinks I'm oblivious to the fact that I know about his family and Aidan being in the Spanish Mafia but I know. School talks a lot. I know he and Aidan have killed people but that doesn't change things. I think I like Leo Parker. I can't like him. It's impossible. He's my brother's best friend. I mean he used to make fun of me when I used to do stupid things. I grew up with him. Damn it. Why do I have these feelings now?

I make my way downstairs feeling lazy. 

I sat down on a stool next to Aidan and ate the food the cook made when I heard his voice.

"Hey man. Morning." he greeted his voice slightly hoarse indicating he just woke up. I hope he doesn't remember the kiss.

"Hey Bella. Morning." I turned around and faced him giving him a nervous smile.

"Morning." I replied

"Hey man. Where'd you go during the party. Get any girls?" my brother questioned.

"I got a cab home. No girls. Wasn't feeling it." he spoke as he got an apple from the fruit bowl and sat in front glancing at me occasionally. Aidan finished his food and told Leo he'd be in the theatre room watching a movie as Leo nodded in response.

"Hey. Um. s**t how do I say this?" he finally stuttered.

"I remember the kiss." he said just above a whisper.

"Can we talk in the guest room or yours. Please." he begged. I nodded. The theatre was in the basement and we were on the second floor of our 3 story house in the dining room. We went up to the third floor where the bedrooms were and went to my room. I sat on my bed and he followed me sitting close to me. He made eye contact with me. It was dead silent.

"What's wrong?" I said nervously.

" I like you Bella. In more than a sister way and a friend way. I have feelings for you. Romantically."

He leaned in our lips inches away from each other.

"We can't be doing this." I stuttered in a whisper.

"I don't care. I like you Bella. I want you to be mine. I need you to be mine. I need you .Give me a chance please. Be my girlfriend."

"Okay. I'll be your girlfriend." I agreed.

With that he slams his slams on mine and we both know we can't go back after this. We're both in a Forbidden Love. 

L E O

When she agrees to being my girlfriend, my heart stops working for a moment and I can't help stop the smile on my face.I know this is so wrong but I can't hide my feelings anymore. She means too much to me and so does Aidan but I need her to be mine. I slam my lips on hers and my heart starts beating so fast. I kiss her with such passion and she kisses me back. I swipe my tongue across her bottom lip and my tongue meets hers. Our tongues dance together and I feel like I'm in heaven. My heart is pounding faster and faster. I push her onto her bed so she's lying down and keep myself up with my arms. I stand up and take my top off only to see her admiring me. Blush creeps up her cheeks and I lean again.

"You're so beautiful and I want the world to know that you're mine but I think we should hide it for now."

She nods and I kiss her and just then my phone starts to ring. I look at the caller id and answer.

"Hey man where are you? Why are you taking so long to eat?" Aidan asked.

"I'm in my room." I responded while putting my shirt back on.

"Cool. Come down to the game room."

"Alright."

I cut the call and Bella starts laughing. I chuckle and roll my eyes. I peck her one for time on the lips. I can't believe she is all mine now. I can't believe she'd even date me. She deserves better. I don't want to keep it a secret but we have to. For now at least. I want the world to know that girl is mine.

I make my way down to the game room and see Leo sitting on the couch in front of the huge tv they have with a headset on. He spotted me and took it off looking slightly pissed.

"Where were you? I checked the dining room and kitchen and your room so don't even lie."

I swallowed silently. My room is just before Bella's and his is ahead of hers. Did he see anything? Or hear anything?

"I was in the bathroom for a while." I said hiding my nervousness.

"Okay. Sorry. I thought you were with Bella or some s**t but you weren't. Shouldn't have doubted you. I know you wouldn't break my trust like that." he said and put his headset back on and handed me a remote.

"Yeah."

Little did he know I was sucking face with Bella a few minutes ago. I licked my lips and could taste her strawberry Chapstick. I wiped my lips with the back of my hand in case he saw in the light of the tv. 

B E L L A

Did I just agree to being Leo's girlfriends? I think I did. I'm his girlfriend. We have to keep this a secret. Nobody can know. Especially not Aidan. I touched my lips again. When we kissed it was like it was the fourth of July. My heart was beating so fast and my legs were wobbly. I felt like I was going to faint. We are dating. I'm dating Leo Parker. My brother's best friends. Are there any more plot twists? Aidan is going to kill it when he finds out. He's going to skin us alive and then chop our bones up. I hate that I'm falling for my best friend's brother. This is everything that I didn't want to happen but why do I want it so bad.

That is chapter 4 of Forbidden Love.

They're finally dating.

It only gets better from here right.

WRONG!