I woke to sunlight and the realization that everything had changed.
Last night, in the moonlight, I'd kissed Marcus. Had told him I was his, claimed him as mine in return. The memory sent heat flooding through me—the feel of his hands, his mouth, the way the bond had sung between us.
And now I had to face him in the daylight.
I groaned into my pillow. What was I supposed to do? Walk into breakfast and say "Good morning, remember when we made out under the full moon last night? Pass the orange juice?"
A knock on the door made me freeze.
"Emma?" Caleb's voice, amused. "Marcus asked me to let you know breakfast is in thirty minutes. Also, he says you're not allowed to hide in your room all day, and he'll come get you himself if necessary."
I grabbed a pillow and buried my face in it. Of course Marcus knew I'd be panicking.
"I'll be there," I called out, voice muffled.
"He also said to tell you—and I quote—'Stop overthinking it.'"
I heard Caleb's footsteps retreat, laughing.
Thirty minutes. I could do this. It was just Marcus. The same Marcus who'd been training me, protecting me, making me laugh. The fact that we'd kissed didn't change anything fundamental.
Except it changed everything.
I took my time getting ready, choosing jeans and a soft sweater that somehow made me feel armored despite being comfortable. My hair went into a braid, my silver eyes looking back at me from the mirror with a confidence I wasn't sure I felt.
The mate bond hummed contentedly beneath my skin. Through it, I could sense Marcus—anticipation, warmth, a hint of nervousness that matched my own.
He was nervous too. That helped, somehow.
I made my way to the breakfast room—not the formal one, but a smaller, sunlit space that faced the gardens. Marcus was already there, and my breath caught despite my mental preparations.
He'd clearly been training—his hair damp from a shower, wearing fitted athletic wear that should be illegal. When he looked up and saw me, his entire expression softened.
"Good morning," he said, and just those two words in his deep voice made my stomach flip.
"Morning." I slid into the chair across from him, hyperaware of every movement. "You trained without me."
"I couldn't sleep after..." He paused, eyes holding mine. "I needed to burn off energy."
The air between us felt charged, heavy with everything unsaid.
"About last night—" I started.
"Don't." He reached across the table, catching my hand. "Don't panic. Don't second-guess. Don't run."
"I'm not running."
"You thought about it." His thumb brushed across my knuckles. "I can feel you through the bond, remember? All that anxiety."
I sighed. "It's just... in the moonlight, with the wolves, it felt natural. But now, in daylight, I'm wondering if I moved too fast. If we moved too fast."
"Do you regret it?"
I looked at our joined hands, felt the warmth of his touch, the rightness of it. "No. But I'm scared."
"Of what?"
"Of getting hurt again. Of this being too good to be true. Of waking up one day and realizing you regret me."
Marcus stood, pulling me up with him. Before I could react, he'd cupped my face in both hands, tilting it up to meet his intense gaze.
"Listen to me very carefully, Emma Clarke. I don't do casual. I don't do temporary. When I told you that you're mine, I meant forever. Not because of the mate bond—that just confirmed what I already knew. But because from the moment I found you in that park, broken and beautiful and refusing to give up, you've been under my skin."
My throat was tight. "Marcus—"
"I know you're scared. I know you've been hurt. But I'm not Damien. I won't reject you. I won't throw you away." His thumbs brushed away tears I didn't know I'd shed. "Give me a chance to prove it. That's all I'm asking."
"I want to," I whispered. "I'm just not sure how to do this. How to be... with someone. After everything."
"Neither am I," he admitted, and the vulnerability in his voice struck me. "I've been alone for ten years, Emma. I've had relationships, but nothing real. Nothing that mattered. I don't know how to do this either. We'll figure it out together."
The honesty broke through my panic. We were both terrified. Both damaged in different ways. But maybe that was okay.
"Together," I repeated.
He smiled—that rare, genuine smile that transformed his whole face. "Together."
Then he kissed me, soft and sweet, so different from last night's desperation. This was a promise, a beginning.
When we finally broke apart, I was smiling too.
"So," I said, trying for normal. "Does this mean we're... dating? Is that what wolves call it?"
He laughed, the sound rich and warm. "Courting, technically. But I think 'dating' works." His expression turned serious. "Though fair warning—I'm possessive as hell. I won't share you, Emma. Not even a little."
"Good." I surprised myself with the fierceness in my voice. "Because I don't share either."
His eyes flashed gold. "My queen."
The endearment sent shivers down my spine. Before I could respond, Caleb cleared his throat from the doorway.
"Sorry to interrupt the moment, but Marcus, the council is requesting an emergency meeting. Alpha Roth escalated the territorial dispute."
Marcus's jaw tightened, his arms still around me. "Tell them I'll be there in an hour."
"They want you now."
"Then they'll wait an hour." His tone left no room for argument. "I'm having breakfast with Emma first."
Caleb raised his hands in surrender. "Your funeral. I'll stall them." He left, shaking his head.
I looked up at Marcus. "You don't have to delay for me. I understand you have responsibilities."
"You are my responsibility. You're also my priority." He guided me back to my chair, serving me breakfast himself. "The council has interrupted my life for ten years. They can wait sixty minutes."
We ate together, and slowly the awkwardness faded into easy conversation. Marcus told me about the territorial dispute—Alpha Roth trying to claim land that had been neutral for decades. I shared my thoughts on pack politics, and he actually listened, valuing my opinion.
It felt... normal. Good.
When Marcus finally had to leave for his meeting, he kissed me at the door. "Train with Caleb today. He'll work on your defensive techniques."
"You don't want to train me yourself?"
"I do. But if we're alone in that training room right now, we won't be training." His voice dropped, intimate. "And I want to do this right. Take things slow, even though every instinct is screaming to claim you completely."
Heat flooded through me. "Oh."
He kissed me again, harder this time. "Be good for Caleb. I'll find you after the meeting."
Then he was gone, leaving me standing there breathless and flushed.
This was really happening. I was dating the Lycan King.
And terrifying as it was, I couldn't wait to see what came next.