Chapter 11: Midnight Run

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I couldn't sleep. My body was exhausted—sore from training, emotionally drained from the confrontation with Damien. But my mind wouldn't shut off. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Marcus's face. Felt his thumb brushing across my cheek. Heard his promise: When you're ready, I'll be here. The mate bond hummed beneath my skin, insistent and undeniable. Around midnight, I gave up. Threw on workout clothes and padded barefoot through the dark hallways of the estate. I'd meant to find the library, maybe tire my eyes out with reading. Instead, I found myself in the gardens. The night air was cool against my skin, carrying the scent of night-blooming jasmine and rich earth. Above, the moon hung three-quarters full, bright enough to cast silver shadows. My wolf stirred, restless. Run, she urged. Shift. Run. I glanced back at the estate. Everyone was asleep. The grounds were warded and guarded. And I'd been cooped up in human form for hours, my wolf pacing in the back of my mind. "f**k it," I muttered. I shifted. The transformation was becoming second nature now—smooth, effortless, right. One moment I was human, the next I stood on four paws, my silver fur gleaming in the moonlight. I ran. Not escaping this time. Not fleeing danger or pain. Just running for the pure joy of it, my powerful legs eating up ground, the wind in my fur. The gardens gave way to woods—carefully managed, but still wild enough to satisfy my wolf's need for nature. I was so focused on the freedom, the exhilaration, that I didn't sense the other wolf until it appeared beside me. Black. Massive. Gold eyes gleaming in the moonlight. Marcus. I should have slowed. Should have shifted back, maintained that careful distance we'd been keeping. But my wolf had other ideas. She yipped playfully and surged forward, turning our run into a race. He matched me easily—of course he did, he was twice my size. But he didn't overtake me, just ran alongside, our bodies moving in perfect synchronization. We ran until we reached a clearing where moonlight pooled like liquid silver. I finally slowed, panting, my wolf satisfied and happy for the first time in... ever. Marcus shifted to human first. I watched him change, unable to look away from the fluid grace of it. "Emma," he said quietly. "Shift. Please." I did, and found myself standing naked in the moonlight with the Lycan King. Again. We should be embarrassed. Should turn away, grab clothes, maintain some kind of propriety. But wolves didn't have those hang-ups, and right now, still high on the run, neither did I. "I couldn't sleep," I said simply. "Neither could I." He took a step closer. "I was in my study, trying to work, when I felt you shift. Felt your joy through the..." He stopped himself. "Through the bond." I finished for him. "You can feel me through it?" "Can't you feel me?" I focused on that golden thread connecting us. And gasped. There—beneath my own emotions—I could sense his. Exhaustion. Desire. A fierce protectiveness that made my wolf purr. And underneath it all, loneliness so profound it made my chest ache. "Oh, Marcus." The words came out soft. "You really are alone, aren't you?" His jaw tightened. "I manage." "That's not an answer." I moved closer, drawn by that ache I could feel in him. "You don't have to manage with me. You can just... be." "Emma, you should go back inside." But he didn't move. Didn't step away. "Before I do something we'll both regret." "What if I don't want to go back inside?" His eyes flashed gold. "Don't." "Don't what?" "Don't offer me something you're not ready to give." His voice had gone rough, dangerous. "I told you I'd wait. I meant it. But if you stand here in the moonlight looking at me like that, I'm going to break every promise I made to myself." I knew I should back away. Give us both space. Stick to my declaration that I was choosing myself, staying independent. But the bond was singing between us, my wolf was purring, and I was so tired of being afraid. "What if I'm ready?" I whispered. Marcus's control shattered. He closed the distance between us in one stride, his hand tangling in my hair, tilting my face up. "Emma," he growled, and it was part warning, part plea. "Kiss me," I breathed. "Please." His mouth came down on mine, and the world exploded. It wasn't gentle. Wasn't sweet or tentative. It was fire and desperation and need, his lips claiming mine like he'd been starving for this. My hands found his shoulders—God, he was solid, all muscle and warm skin—and pulled him closer. He made a sound low in his throat, backing me up until I hit a tree. His body pressed against mine, and I could feel every inch of him, the proof of how much he wanted this. Wanted me. "Emma," he gasped against my mouth. "Tell me to stop." "Don't you dare." I kissed him again, pouring six days of tension and fear and longing into it. "Don't stop." His hands were everywhere—my waist, my hips, sliding up my ribs to cup my face with a tenderness that contrasted sharply with the hunger of his kisses. The mate bond blazed between us, silver and gold light crackling across our skin where we touched. I'd been kissed before. Had a whole relationship with Damien that included physical intimacy. But this—this was something else entirely. Every kiss, every touch felt like coming home. Like finding the missing piece I didn't know I'd been searching for. Marcus broke the kiss, breathing hard, resting his forehead against mine. "We should slow down." "Probably." I didn't move. Neither did he. "You said you needed to choose yourself. Figure out who you are." "I did say that." I pulled back enough to meet his eyes. "But maybe... maybe I can choose myself and choose you too. Maybe they don't have to be mutually exclusive." Something vulnerable flickered in his expression. "Emma, I need you to be sure. Because once I have you, once we do this, I won't let go. I can't." The possessiveness should have scared me. Would have scared me a week ago. But now, with the bond humming between us and my wolf absolutely certain this was right, it just felt... safe. "I'm not sure about everything," I admitted. "I'm still figuring out this whole Royal Lycan thing. Still processing Damien's rejection and my father's betrayal. Still learning who Emma Clarke is supposed to be." I cupped his face in my hands. "But I'm sure about you. About this. About us." His eyes blazed gold. "Say it again." "I'm sure about us." He kissed me again, slower this time but no less intense. Savoring instead of devouring. When he finally pulled back, we were both shaking. "We're doing this?" he asked, voice rough with emotion. "Really?" "We're doing this." I smiled against his lips. "Whatever this is." "Mine," he growled, and my wolf practically preened. "You're mine, Emma Clarke. Do you understand?" "If I'm yours," I said, meeting his intensity with my own, "then you're mine too. Fair's fair." His smile was devastating. "Deal." He kissed me once more, then shifted. I followed suit, and we ran back to the estate together—two wolves moving as one, the mate bond singing between us. When we finally made it back to my room, both human again and properly clothed, Marcus kissed me one last time at my door. "Sleep," he ordered softly. "We'll figure out the rest tomorrow." "Tomorrow," I agreed. I watched him walk away, then closed the door and leaned against it, grinning like an i***t. I'd come to this estate broken and lost, convinced I'd never trust anyone again. And somehow, I'd found a king.
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