Hermes’s room in the Crystal Palace
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When Hermes saw that I was in shock he gave me enough time to think. He was just patiently waiting in the corner and was observing me. I was thankful that he gave me enough space and didn’t try to console me. I had to calm down and when he was too close, he made me just angry.
Don’t take me wrong. I know that he was innocent but, in this situation, when I was angry and hurt, I wanted to hurt someone else and who would be better to hurt than my mother’s lover? I knew that it was wrong because he actually didn’t want to be my mother’s lover and my mother never cared about her lovers but still… I wanted to hurt someone and he was the closest one. Like I said I wasn’t a good person. After all I was my mother’s daughter. I wasn’t sure if he stays away b
