Sages POV
Right as we pulled into camp I saw the warriors were back from their interrogation. The look of relief on Bry’s face when he saw me with the alpha filled me with guilt. Here he was thinking I was safe with his brother when in reality, I was so tempted by him.
When I saw my mate I rushed into his arms and kissed him passionately, hoping Jay saw I was committed and wouldn’t budge unless…. Wait no. Unless nothing!
My mate interrupted my dirty thoughts when he said “babe you’re soaking wet.”
“No I’m not!” I said. He and J both looked at me so confused. I was clearly dripping wet but for some reason I thought he was referring to my current state of hormones. I was so embarrassed. I went to our camper and collected my things to shower. I walked with my head down to the camp showers. I just needed a moment alone.
As the hot water ran down my body I replayed the conversation between me and the alpha again. How could he be so blunt about his intentions with me? He was so out of line, I was mated to his brother. Just because he was the alpha of my new pack didn’t mean I was his play toy that he could have when he commanded. A moan escaped my lips.
“Baby?” Bry called for me, his voice echoing in the camp showers.
“I’m in here.” I called back. He stuck his head in the shower and drank in my naked appearance with his eyes.
“Mind if I join you, mate?” He smiled, pulling the curtains back revealing himself wrapped in a towel from the waist down. His towel was very low and I could see his V and the beginning of his pubic hair.
“Of course not, I am yours and you are mine.” I replied with a smile, hoping to mask my guilty conscience. He closed the curtain behind him and pulled me into his embrace wrapping his arms around me and down my back. He grabbed a handful of my ass and inched his index finger closer and closer to my p***y.
“Mmm baby. You like going off-roading. You came back to me so horny” he said while spinning me around so his face was buried in my neck.
“Yes.” I slightly moaned. I felt guilty for lying but my guilt was outweighed by my need to be f****d right now. He kissed me down my back and held my breasts in one hand pinching my n****e. Finally he placed his hands on my waist and spun me around so my crotch was at his eye level. In one swift motion he lifted me onto the shower bench and smothered my p***y with his lips. I gasped and moaned, exhaling slowly while my head laid back with my eyes closed. My hands held his wet curly hair as he challenged my breathing with every flick of his tongue.
I thought about the alphas words by the lake, “Why do you act like you don’t want me to f**k you right here on this beach?” What i wanted to say was “f**k me alpha” like in my dream. i imagined his c**k that i only saw through his shorts. f**k it looked big, i bet it would feel good too… When I reached climax I felt a warmth spread all through my body filling me with soft sexy pleasure. My vision refocused and I looked down to find my mate wiping his mouth.
“Baby I think you squirted!” He said sounding shocked. That rarely happened and usually only occurred after a proper f*****g.
I just smiled and said “I love you.”
He stood up and held me in his arms, and said “I love you too, mate”
He hugged me and I closed my eyes feeling so wrong.
Sages pov
The guilt was weighing on me so heavily.
I was going back-and-forth with autumn, and we both agreed the best thing to do was to continue to ignore the alpha until the camping trip or battle was over, which ever came first.
I made eye contact with Bry when we were getting dressed and the cat showers and he seemed so satisfied with himself. My heart ached to think I was imagining someone else, and none the less his own brother while he was making love to my v****a with his tongue.
Autumn whimpered at the thought of our mate being lied to. What are we doing? We had a perfectly good mate right in front of us, and we owed it to him to see things through.
We walked back to camp hand-in-hand, and I caught the alpha glance at me across the stream where he was training his warriors. I held my head high. I was confident in my relationship.
Bry went and joined the Warriors and I grabbed my ingredients for the dinner I was preparing.
Sara Jean and Bobbie May sat at the table with me while the other girls trained with their mates and purs, aside from Sara Jean.
I was grateful for the company and conversation to move forward from the days events. Sara Jean offered me a cocktail, but I politely refused once again. The sun hadn’t even begin to set, and I was still slightly nauseous from the night before, or maybe just sick with guilt.
I heard autumn whimper again. We watched our mate train, and at one point made eye contact and he smiled at me, and that made us both blush.
The conversation changed pace when all of a sudden Sarah Jean said “ well, I was in town today with your honey man for the interrogations, and darling, I have got to say he is a fine piece of meat.”
I blushed again, our mate was a fine piece of meat indeed. I watched him sweating and out running nearly every warrior that was there.
She continued “ I couldn’t help but notice he doesn’t have your mark on him, and I was wondering why that is?”
Her remark was swiftly followed by a smack in the head from her sister. “Sara Jean we were not raised to poke our noses in people’s business!” She said.
“Uhhh” I didn’t know what to say. I wasn’t ready to be challenged by this woman right now, and quite honestly didn’t feel the need to explain myself to her. What was she to me?
She batted her eye lashes and took a sip of her cocktail. “I’m just sayin’” she giggled.
Autumn growled. I may have growled too.
As soon as the food was simmering, I went in the camper van to chill. How dare she ask me that? Why does everybody care so much whether or not they’re marked were mated and that’s what matters, right? Right?
Before I could completely spiral, Bry came to the camper, beside himself with pride for his performance earlier.
“Hello mate” he said in an Australian accent. That never got old to him. It was one of the cheesy quirks that I loved about him.
I felt relaxed. I smiled, went take a deep breath, and autumn took over.