Chapter 27Second thoughts. He always had second thoughts when it was too damned late to do anything about it.
The video was hot. There was no doubt about that. Even the hundredth time through, it got him hard. The thought of other people seeing it got him harder.
“Under different circumstances, you might even get off on it, huh, Shrimpy?”
He spoke to the little stuffed toy as if it was Ben.
“The thought of someone seeing you in such a private moment is kind of a turn-on, really.”
He playfully turned the toy’s eyes away from the screen.
“Nah.” Then he turned it back. “Watching it’s fun, huh?” In another second, “f**k,” he said it in defeat. “f**k! f**k! f**k!” Then, it came in anger, and he slammed down the laptop screen. “He’ll never speak to me again. That’s what’s going to happen.
