Chapter 25He’d been waiting with bated breath, waiting to hear Ben say he was gay. Hoping. Hoping. Just because he’s gay, that doesn’t mean he’d want anything to do with you, he thought again, and again, and again. And then, Ben denied it. Aww, Benny. I’ll never stop loving you. No matter what. I just wish…When he saw Ben drop his head, I wish a lot of things, he thought. I have a feeling…It doesn’t matter, though. Either way, nothing changes. He’d started another note in his mind that said so, but just like all the others, before he got to the part where he would have signed his name, in the trash it would have gone.

