Chapter 47He sat naked on the bed his twin brother had never returned to the night before, constructing yet another note Ben would most likely never see. It had become a way to express feelings, relieve frustration, though it never really worked.
I guess timing is everything. No sooner do I discover you are gay, or at least you maybe do gay things, than I find out you’re doing them with Booger Fisher. I’ve been a little f****d up lately. Thinking things I didn’t before. Maybe it’s all the gayness…
“Is that a word?”
All the gayness all over the damned place about you, about me. Maybe it’s putting ideas in my head. I’m imagining things I might want to do with you if you are gay. Stuff I don’t even know if I know how. I don’t care if you’re gay or not. I guess I do, I mean, just because if
