Chapter 35He sat in his room alone. As usual, he was thinking of Ben.
Apology first. Then, maybe, a declaration of something else.
He decided not to see Ben anymore. Would it be hard? f**k, yeah. But what he’d done, it was like a betrayal. Not like a betrayal, he’d f****d over one of the most important people in his life. It was huge, and something unforgivable, no matter how tight they’d always been.
As usual, there was Ben, and there were also so many thoughts and so many words. None of the words were right. Type and backspace. Type and backspace. Type and backspace. Maybe five would do.
I’m sorry.
I love you.
He didn’t even have to sign it. As soon as the video came out, Ben would know who loved him and why he was apologizing.
