Trigger warning: This episode includes suicide/ talks of suicide. I just wanted to get out of here. I didn't want to be here anymore. I needed a way out of this, and I had a plan in mind. It was dangerous, but it was all that I could think about. I had to really think about the plan before I could make any decisions. I looked out of the window, watching as the rain fell, and the skies turned bright colors. It was dark outside, and it was cold. I sighed, waiting for Fabio to come to me this morning. He usually brings me food, but this morning, he was gone. He didn't come. He was late, which was unusual for him. I sighed, rubbing my eyes. Before I could continue with my plan, I needed to go over it with Fabio. Where are you? A few hours passed painfully slowly, and I couldn't

