"Listen, Benny-I know up to this point things haven't worked out for you. You've put your heart on the line so many times and again and again, you've come up empty. Time after time, you have given so much, and received nothing in return. You've sacrificed, you've tried, you've fought, and yet, here you are questioning, wondering, doubting, and maybe even losing hope. But that's ok that's ok, because right now, God has you right where He wants you. He's mending you. He's molding you. Furthermore, he's strengthening you. Likewise, he's working in you. Not only that, but he's working on you. And He's preparing you — He's preparing you for something that is far better than anything you've ever had before. He's preparing you for something that you can't even imagine. He's preparing you for something that you've been praying for day after day, night after night. And He's preparing you for something that's going to make you look back, and understand why He never let anything work before. And maybe at this moment you feel like there is no god or perhaps god is the cruelest of all, but believe me boy he isn't. He always wants things to go on your favor, it's just who don't understand his unique way."
~Father John Kafka to Bennett.