Christian
The morning doesn't begin the way I want. Ivanna leaves the villa early in the morning and she tells Mrs Fisher that she'll be busy all day. Of course, she'll be. Now, she has a job too.
But she could have woke me up before leaving.
It feels like she's already trying to keep herself away from me mentally. Last night was crucial. Even though we had crazy s*x, that doesn't decrease the effectiveness of reality.
I have never thought about confessing my feelings for her like this. I have always loved her.
Always. All my life, there was only one girl in my life. And that's her. I might be too young to realise it was love. But now I know my heart always went after the girl I held in my arms for the first time when she was five.
I saw a little girl of our neighbour crying near th
