Ivanna As I told Adrian, I reached the firm after my classes ended. Everyone kept asking me why I left suddenly yesterday to which I had no answer. Adrian didn't show up the entire day which was a kind of relief. I'm assured that he's not going to trouble me but the awkwardness will surely kill me. I wonder how things can change overnight. Just a day before I knew about him, I was still adamant in my place with a bunch of things to tell that person. But when the moment came, I ran away from him. Sometimes I feel, it wasn't overnight. The change happened to me gradually but I kept giving myself false explanations that I'm still into him. At this moment, or even in the future, I'll never tell him about my pregnancy, not even the truth behind my marriage with Christian. I fear Adrian's s

