39 Nashville May 18, 2019 My stomach was in knots as I waited at the back of the procession. Kristen was dressed in an exquisite empire wedding dress, prepared to walk down that aisle. I should have been thinking about the fact that my own wedding was only a month away. Comparing it to everything I was going to be doing in a month’s time. Instead, I was thinking about Cole. Cole, who was going to be here today. Kristen had told me that she’d received his RSVP. And since then, I’d spent the last two days in Nashville, stressed out and wondering what the hell I was going to do or say. I hadn’t seen him in so long. He was on the road all the time, scouting for the Falcons. Even when he was in the office, I never saw him. We were secluded enough to not cross paths unless we wanted to. A

