Charlotte I stand in front of the door, suddenly timid again. My heart pounds so hard there’re touches of black at the edge of my vision. Chill out… Calm down… *Deep breath* *Roll neck and shoulders* My chest loosens and my breath flows a little more easily. Good to go… My finger hovers over the brass-button bell, then presses. A Bing-Bong echoes from somewhere beyond. And almost immediately, there is a hollow rumble of movement, the bang of a door, the rattle of the handle turning. The door opens. She’s there. Her face is pale and tired. Lines radiate from the corners of her eyes. Her mouth is down-turned at the corners. Silver threads through amber hair. But her green eyes - I know them. I see them every day in the mirror. I start to speak but find I can't. Sucking for saliv

