I honestly don’t know what to expect after my disgust attempt , I feel some regret at what I did to her. I was in my office going through some work when an email from the chauffeur Agency came in , it was a brief notification to inform me that Miss Heart Elorie had resigned and pulled out of her contract due to personal reasons which were not said . I felt a bitter taste in my gut , I really did it ! She’s quit ! As much as I wanted her to quit a huge part of me was so sad , in fact my heart was sad that she’s gone , she didn’t indicate to her employer agency why , which means she didn’t tell him I tried to r**e her, otherwise by now I would’ve been slapped with a fresh lawsuit for s****l assault , I have never felt so guilty , I sent her pay to her bank account in fact I sent triple what I was to pay her .
“ son I know its hard for you , just as it was hard for me when I lost your dad “my mom said as we had dinner .
When my dad died my mom was at her lowest point she lost so much weight and was so depressed but miraculously she overcame all that .
“Maybe you should take time out , go for a vacation , and cool off , you need to accept Camilla was not the one , she will hinder your happiness , and your will end up hurting innocent people. “ she said .
“I didn’t mean to hurt Heart , I just snapped “ I said .
“ I believe you , just take a time off , you haven’t had ample time to heal , it’s going to help you trust me .” She said .
She’s right , since my divorce , I haven’t been myself and taking advantage of a single mother made me realize how worse I got , I don’t want to hurt anyone as well as I want to heal , all I need is to accept its over .
I will have a vacation the beach would do just fine .
I went to see my brother in his house to apologize for the little misunderstanding we had , I love my mom and twin brother they are all I have , they have always been there for me in my darkest moments . We did make peace and he also confessed that he kissed Heart just a friendly kiss , honestly I felt some type of jealousy but be assured me it was nothing , though he described her lips to be soft and sweet but he was also surprised she didn’t kiss him back , making me more eager to want to kiss her but if she will be honest and tell me my brother kissed her I will trust that she’s genuine .
I passed by her house but she wasn’t home , I did stalk her and saw she got another job to drive some old couple , she went back to wearing sunglasses but she looked so gorgeous .
Heart
We wouldn’t stay for long five days would be just fine .We left for Miami and arrived a few hours later ,Mighty was so excited to see the suite. We even jumped on the bed and had a pillow fight .
The suite was so executive , the night beach view was so gorgeous , the rooms were spacious with 55”inch fasten TV , the bathroom looked like a spa , a huge oval bathtub that would perfectly fit two and a shower so spacious with a heater. Mighty loved it . We had a bubble bath as we blew bubbles and told stories .
“Mommy are you happy? “she asked .
“ yes of course I am honey “I said .
“Thank you mommy “She said .
“I love you baby” I said .
“I love you too mommy ”She said .
I dried her hair and combed it she had such soft black hair and neat bangs . I placed a red bow , she was in some shorts and a top , I wore a jeans short and a bikini top , this place is so f*****g hot . We headed to the beach .
There weren’t so many people at the beach , we had so much fun building sand castles , running around , watching the sun set .
“Mommy are mermaids real? “she asked . How do I answer that .
“Am not so sure honey , I have never seen one but I will ask around if anyone has seen one “I said . We went to the hotel to change into something that doesn’t have sand .
I dressed her in a beautiful navy blue glittery dress , a black jacket and her little purse , I wore almost the same , a navy blue dress, a black leather jacket and my purse .
The meal was delicious .
We had such a great time the past three days , going to the beach , the spa , riding bikes ,watching movies my daughter was so happy , I was happy too but I felt a little bit sad about what Mr. Leo did to me , I will still need to go back to reality and accept that is how people will see me , a slut willing to f**k for money , but as long as I make sure my daughter has the best in life I don’t care , well that wasn’t the first r**e attempt , I once dropped of this creepy client to his house he tried to corner me and r**e me luckily someone came and beat his ass but that didn’t scare me as Mr. Leo .
I checked my emails on what jobs await for me as I returned home .
I saw a notification from my bank , that 180,000 has been deposited into my account what the f**k! It was from my former boss Mr. Leo , its triple the pay , not sure if I should take it or just go over to his office and slap him in the face . I will deal with that when I return home for now I will relax a little . I got into the bathtub , Mighty was watching a cartoon , the bath was soothing as well as the uplifting scent lifted me , my favorite ,Jasmine and cherry blossoms .
“Mommy can I have some Ice cream “Mighty asked .
“Yes sure honey I placed it on the table “I said , I knew she would want ice cream so I didn’t want her to struggle getting it from the fridge.
I spent hours in the bathtub , when I got out and changed into my shorts and shirt I felt something was a miss , I dried my hair , I called Mighty but there was no response, I checked in all rooms , under the bed , everywhere , my heart started racing oh !no! Not my daughter , she wasn’t in the suite , I walked out calling her name in the hallway still no response , where could she have gone too ? Did someone take her ,
“Mighty! Mighty” I called . There was no response, tears flooded my eyes , I was so afraid for the worst , where is my daughter? I asked passers-by if they saw a little girl anywhere they said no . I dashed to the reception desk to report a missing child I was shaking .
“Stay calm madam we will find your daughter , “the receptionist said .
“Don’t tell me to stay f*****g calm and my daughter is missing !”I barked at him , he looked at me with utter shock .
“Look am sorry am just not okay right now , just find her for me please she’s all I have please sir “I begged , he held my hand .
“We will find your daughter , this place is secured , she cant be far , just go back to your room in case she comes back we will let you know , I promise she’s okay “he said .
I was so angry at myself , I lost my daughter s**t! I didn’t even want to use the elevator , I used the stair case up to the eight floor I got to the door of my suit and rested on it my face on the door as I cried , there is nothing as painful as losing a child whether its biologically yours or not that s**t hurts .
“Mommy “I heard her voice , was it real or am I imagining. I turned around , she ran into my arms.
I was so worried about you honey “I said holding her tightly and kissing her hair . I checked if she was okay . Then I realized she wasn’t alone , two steps away stood a man I had somehow feared and didn’t want to see at this moment .
“You” I said