Beneath a Flaming Sky - Book Three (Moon Child Series)

Chapter Twenty-Two

“How about, we just focus on the now. If I have to give you up because of your fathers skewed view of my kind, then I want to treasure any moment I can spend with you until then. Make me yours Xander, even if it’s just this once.” His answer was his lips on mine, and I felt as if all his feelings for me were translated into that one kiss. If I had to spend a lifetime without him then at least I could have this to look back on.  He gently pushed me backwards, our lips still connected, as he lowered me onto the mossy floor beneath us. My legs spread naturally for him and he set his hips between my thighs pressing his erect c**k against my already aching mound. I clutched at his hair as his lips slid from my mouth and down my neck until he reached my cloth covered breasts. He stopped there and a soft growl rumbled from his chest.

“This needs to come off. Now.” He growled between his teeth and a zing of pleasure shot through me at his tone. I obliged, quickly ridding myself of my dress and his eyes hungrily raked across my now completely naked body. He hummed in pleasure as his lips kissed their way through the juncture between my breasts, before latching onto one of my n*****s and tugging it gently between his teeth. A soft gasp escaped my lips at the action, and I arched my back towards him, wanting more and more of the sensation he was providing. He did the same to the other n****e and then continued his descent down my stomach, his hands replacing his mouth on my breast, and as his lips brushed against my hip bone a shiver ran through me.

His eyes were dark and full of lust as he looked up at me from his place down between my legs and I felt my breath catch in my throat at the intensity I saw there. He seemed as though he was asking my permission to continue and all I could do was nod, my brain incapable of processing words right now. That seemed to be all he needed and as his fingers parted my lips, his tongue dipped into me, circling and I threw my head back with a moan. He was doing magical things with that tongue, causing pressure to build in my abdomen. As his lips latched onto my c**t his hand slid from my breast to my soaking wet p***y and I could only cry out in pleasure as he slowly slid one finger into me. This man was playing my body like a fiddle and after he had inserted a second finger, I felt the pressure within me burst and pleasure consumed my body, making me gasp as my orgasm ripped through my body.

Xander patiently waited for me to ride it out before he crawled back atop me. He gave me a long, languid kiss as he rested his weight on his elbows either side of my head. The friction of his jeans against my naked p***y was driving me insane and my hands gripped at his shirt and gave a tug, emitting a loud tearing noise. I threw away the assaulting clothing and gazed into his eyes as he smirked.

“Too many clothes.” I growled, my hands reaching towards his belt and I started to undo it. “Take them off. Now.” I demanded. His hands replaced mine as he knelt in front of me sliding his jeans from his body before kicking them to the side. He was left in nothing but loose silk boxers that did nothing to hide his arousal. My hands grasped impatiently at the waist band of his boxers and I tugged. My eyes went wide as his c**k sprung free from its prison. How the hell was that going to fit into me? My panic must have shown in my face because Xander leant over me, careful not to crush me as he laid his body over mine and kissed me softly.

“It’s ok. You were made for me. It will fit.” He whispered these words against my lips, and I felt my heart melt at them. I grasped his head in my hands and pulled him in for a deep kiss, trying to convey all of my feelings toward him into that one kiss. The tip of his c**k brushed against my opening and I gasped into his mouth at the sensation. I needed him, but I was also scared. This would be my first time and although I wanted it more than anything, it was still a big step to take. But I had been saving myself for my mate, for him. And I wanted him to be my one and only.

“Xander.” I reluctantly broke our kiss, stroking my fingers through his hair. He looked at me questioningly and I felt a blush creep across my cheeks, and I looked away quickly. “I’ve never...” I hoped he would get my meaning with just that and felt relieved when he grasped at my chin, raising my eyes to him.

“I’m your first?” He asked stroking the pad of his thumb against my lips. I nod and his smile grows wide as he softly grips my chin, holding my gaze to his. “Good. You’re all mine.” His words had me growing wet as he continued to stroke his c**k against my entrance. I whimpered as I nodded. Yes. I was his. Only his. His lips kissed mine gently before he asked me what I’d been waiting for.

“Are you ready?” I nodded and braced my hands against his chest, spreading my legs a little so he could better access me. “Say it. I want to hear you say what you want.” He growled against my lips and he pushed forward a little before pulling out, causing me to gasp at the sensation.

“I need you Xander.” His c**k slid into me just a little again before he pulled out, causing me to groan in frustration. “Xander please. f**k me!” I begged. His lips attacked mine in a hungry kiss before he thrust forward. Pain lanced through me as he seated himself deep within me. His lips pressed soft butterfly kisses along my cheeks, kissing away the tears as they fell, and he stayed still within me allowing me to grow used to his size. After awhile the pain dissipated and I slid my hands to his shoulders as I thrust my hips forward, signalling to Xander that I was ready.

He started off slow, pulling all the way out of me before sliding back in and the feeling of him filling me, every last inch sliding into my p***y had me almost seeing stars. Saving myself for my mate meant the only c***s I knew of were my vibrators and dear goddess I wish I’d found him sooner, because his c**k was hands down way better than any vibrator or dildo that I’d pleasured myself with over the years.

Xander’s pace began to pick up and our moans and pants were lost between our joined lips. His hands grasped at my ass as he titled my hips for better access and his c**k hit a spot within me that had me seeing stars. I threw my head back at the sensation and his lips latched to my neck as he pounded into me. Nails raked over his back as my orgasm continued to grow and I felt like I was going to physically explode. The pressure building within me was so intense I felt like I would burst. Xander lifted himself to a kneeling position, further lifting my hips from the ground as he pounded into me. Heat shot through my p***y as his hand grasped at my throat and squeezed slightly.

“Are you mine, little wolf?” He growled, his c**k f*****g me harder as my hips thrust up to meet him. I nodded, my pleasure stealing all words. “Say it.” He squeezed my throat a little tighter and my p***y grew even wetter.

“Yes! I’m yours!” I moaned as my hands grasped desperately at the moss below me, my hips frantically thrusting upwards to meet his hard and fast thrusts. “f**k. Xander.” I moaned out his name as pleasure unlike anything I felt before slammed through me and stars filled my vision. A few more thrusts and with one last thrust he impaled himself into me as he came inside of me, his orgasm causing him to collapse atop me. We both lay there panting for a while before Xander rose onto his elbows smiling contently at me before planting a soft kiss upon my lips. He pulled from me before rolling us over until I lay atop him, my head atop his chest. His hands softly stroked across my back as he placed a soft kiss atop my forehead. After laying there in silence for a while, content to just remain in each other’s arms, the nagging feeling of someone trying to mind link me pressed against the back of my head. I opened up the link and a loud voice flooded my head, making me wince.

Mia! Thank goddess you’re alright! My brother practically screamed into my head. Where the hell are you? Are you ok? I gave a sigh, and Xander gave me a questioning look which I answered by pointing at my head. He nodded in understanding and continued to stroke my back as I mind linked with Luca.

I’m fine. I was just a little overwhelmed, I had to get away for a little bit. I could practically feel him relax at my words, though not completely. My brother was one of those people who worried even when there was nothing to worry about. I’ll be back soon. So don’t worry. I shut off the link and gave a sigh as I crossed my arms across Xander’s chest and rest my chin against them.

“We should head back. My brother as always is worrying.” Xander gave a sigh before he rolled me onto my back again, pressing a hot kiss to my lips. As he pulled away, I whimpered at the loss.

“I suppose if we have to, we must.” He said as he pulled himself up, before holding his hand out to help me up. Slipping my dress back on I waited for Xander to dress before making my way out of the waterfall cave. The sun was setting low in the sky, turning it orange and purple as Xander took my hand to help me from the water and continued to do so as he led me to the entrance of the secret clearing. I was shocked at how much time had passed and that the burning fire of my heat was no longer raging through my veins, considering heat always lasted at least four days straight. We had been so lost in each other we’d forgotten the time and we’d forgotten everything else. Including the fact that we couldn’t be together. I came to a stop, halting Xander in the process with a tug of my hand. He turned to me, his expression questioning. I felt my heart in my throat as I knew I would have to ask my next question. But I was dreading it. I was dreading the answer. I’d been lost in our little bubble of pleasure that I’d deluded myself that we could be together. But we couldn’t be. And I needed to know our next steps.

“What are we going to do now?” I asked, Xander’s face dropped and he looked down at the grass beneath us pensively, truly contemplating my question.

“We’ll figure out what these dreams mean and why we’re linked by them, and then...” my heart stopped at his pause and his eyes raised to mine. He gave my hand a tug, pulling my body against his as one hand slid into my hair and the other to my waist and his eyes seemed to search my face. For what? I don’t know. But he must have found it because he smiled softly and pressed his lips to mine in a soft searing kiss that had me seeing stars and whimpering when he pulled away.

“And then I want to make you mine and spend the rest of our lives making you happy and having lots and lots of children with you.” His lips took mine in another soft kiss that had me sighing in content. But then reality came crashing in, ruining my blissful feeling.

“But your father.” He shook his head, anger filing his eyes as he pulled me tighter to him.

“I will deal with him when it comes to it. But I wont allow him to ruin my future like he did to Nimue.” I felt my heart soar as he pulled me in for another passionate kiss and the familiar feel of tingles ran through me. After a few moments we pulled apart and rested our foreheads against each other. “For now, we have to pretend nothings changed. Until we have all this dream stuff sorted.” I nod in agreement, even though the thought of returning to how it was before made me feel sick. I knew it was what we needed to do.

“I’ll go first.” I said as I pulled away from him, reluctantly so. He nodded and I shifted, taking off back towards home. When I reached the pack house, I couldn’t help rolling my eyes at the welcome party that awaited. Shifting behind a tree, I threw on some clothes that we stored in baskets secured to the trunks. The minute I walked from the trees I was swarmed by my brother and parents, all checking me for injuries, although I don’t know why, and asking me where I’ve been for the past few hours. I lied, hating that I had to. But it was essential that no-one knew. With a few more reassurances that I was fine my father and brother finally let me walk towards the house. I was greeted at the door by Nimue who I hugged tighter than I’ve ever hugged someone before. I was glad to see her.

She led me inside and I gratefully followed as we made our way to my room, my mother, Elizabeth, and Amelia following behind. When we reached my room all four of them descended on me, Nimue gently pushing me to sit on my bed.

“Spill.” I looked up at her in confusion, at all of them. “Oh puh-lease. You may have the men fooled but my brothers scent is all over you.” I felt a deep red blush tinged my cheeks as the memories of Xander and I flash before my eyes.

“I-I don’t know what you mean.” I said leaning back on my palms, refusing to meet their eyes. They were not pleased with that answer as they all surrounded me, each of them taking a side, their gazes drilling into me. I didn’t know who to look at, so I chose my mother. Which wasn’t the best idea. I could never lie to my mother and it hadn’t changed in the last two seconds. Her eyes burned into mine, forcing the truth to my lips.

“Ok! Xander and I did it! Happy?!” I exclaimed springing to my feet to begin pacing at the end of the bed. Nimue looked grossed out but also ecstatic, but it didn’t last long when she saw my face.

“Why aren’t you happy?” My mother asked from her spot on my bed, her eyes full of love and concern. I was happy. Happier than I’d been in years. But i couldn’t tell them why without putting them all in danger, and ultimately breaking Nimue’s heart with the knowledge of what her father did to her mate. I had to lie to them, and I hated that I did. I looked to the ground, feeling tears of guilt sting my eyes.

“What happened between Xander and I was nothing but a moment of weakness in my heat. It can never happen between us; he has made that perfectly clear.” I lifted my eyes to Nimue and flinched. She looked enraged.

“I’m going to kill him.” She growled, her scales glowing around her eyes and heat emanating off of her. I shook my head vigorously whilst reaching forward to grasp tightly at her hand.

“No Nimue. It was a moment of weakness for both of us. No one is to blame.” My words did little to dim her anger but the heat coming off of her calmed a bit. I inwardly sighed with relief and squeezed her hand reassuringly. “I’ll be fine. I just need some time alone to process everything that’s happened. But I’m grateful for all of you.” None of them seemed happy to leave me but soon they all left with a hug each and a reassurance that if I needed them, they would be there in a heartbeat. When the last one was gone, I heaved a big sigh of relief and leant against my bedroom door, my eyes closed.

“I thought they’d never leave.” His voice sang to my soul and as my eyes fell on him my heart once again felt whole. I wasted no time in running to his arms and as he wrapped his arms around my waist, I threw mine around his neck and smashed our lips together in a desperate and hot kiss. When we both reluctantly pulled apart, but still remained as close as possible, I pressed my forehead to his and breathed in his scent. I would never grow tired of his scent. Not in a million years.

“You shouldn’t be here you know.” I reprimanded half heartedly. His lips stretched into a panty dropping smile as he shook his head.

“I know. But when you disappeared with my sister, I had to make sure she didn’t pull the truth from you. I trust you whole heartedly, but she’s a stubborn one when she wants to know something.” I nodded solemnly as my hands absentmindedly stroked at the back of his neck. It sucked that I had to keep such a thing from my friend, especially considering it concerned her past, and I guess future too, but the truth could not come out yet. We both needed to figure out what these dreams mean, and why we’re connected through them. Then we can deal with the matter of their father having killed Nimue’s mate, and the possibility of him killing me should he ever find out I’m Xander’s. Yes, it sucks I have to lie, but it’s for the greater good.

Xander presses his lips to mine once more before pulling away, leaving me feeling cold from his absence. I could see by his face he was as reluctant as me to be apart. But if he were to stay any longer people might find out. I walked him to the balcony where with one last kiss that left me breathless, I watched him climb discreetly down the side of the building to the grass below. With a deep sigh I prepared myself for bed and as I lay beneath the cool sheets, I let my mind wander to Xander and our hopeful future ahead.